Morning Drizzle, but Clearing later| Dimmed |
| Oof meds are so tricky. I was put on ADHD meds as a kid but it turns out I had bipolar and unspecified depression linked to my PCOS that nobody ever wanted to acknowledge. Those meds made me feel the worst. I haven't had issues with depression in years after getting married and moving out. It's hard to say if it was hormonal or situational, but I also started an IUD around that time which helped with the PCOS symptoms |
| MellowMares |
| red, youd think :') but that was before i knew how to advocate for myself , luckily i did ask for a second opinion / see a dif doc , which they did all the testing with no issues, but i regret not reporting him and dont know what happened with him after that |
| Gaelic Gladiacres |
| I did that questionnaire thing so many times when I first started therapy... I could practically answer them all with my eyes closed |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| No they were horrible haha I can’t stand jelly beans now as an adult |
| MellowMares |
| speaking of tasting like butt.. i tried out the "pink drink" from starbucks, but made with oat milk (cause im allergic to coconut) and idk if thats what made it taste bad but damn , for such a pretty looking strawberry fruity beverage, i could cry im so disapointed lol |
| The Old Gods |
| The PHQ-9 is a standard questionnaire. It's basically the standard to help screen patients for the possibility of depression. |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Oh my god mellow. That’s insane! I’ve been begging doctors for treatments for my chronic pain. I can’t imagine they just wanted to cut into you without proper testing. Surely that’s illegal? |
| MellowMares |
| hahah where the lollys good at least? i know the ones my dad had tasted like butt lol |
| MellowMares |
| oh isnt that infuriating ?! i got diagnosed with depression and anxiety as a teen litterally through a "do i have depression" 12 question quiz you could get online, BY A DOCTOR at a hospital and was put on a bunch of meds that i hated and ended up not taking and figured it out on my own instead, now every doctor i see blames it on that - but i also get the other extreme ones once in a while, had a UTI and the doc was trying to tell me my liver was failing and that they had to operate and there was no time for testing.. like.. excuse me!? i have a very long history of UTIs including 6 in 1 year alone lol wtfff |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Hahah I don’t know any other diabetics. I was diagnosed when I was 6. But yes 😂 I was very popular in primary school bc of my lolly stash |
| The Old Gods |
| x) I'm definitely not saying that weed can't be additive. Just about anything can be to the right set of genetics and mental wiring. |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah definitely, it’s frustrating. Sorry you had to go through that. I understand how frustrating it can be to have to advocate for yourself, I have a few chronic conditions and my diabetes gets blamed for everything even though I know that it’s not it. |
| MellowMares |
| oh red im sorry to hear, but also thats kinda funny xD never knew anyone that was diabetic til my dad was diagnosed, and then everyone i bump into or work with that reminds me of him , are all diabetic xD makes me the fav in the shops though at least xD i always have good snacks with me lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Void, that’s horrible. Glad to hear she’s found something that helps tho <3 |
| MellowMares |
| i feel like it is, they hate admitting when they need help. i hate going because of the amount of medical gaslighting and abuse ive had to put up with over the years, its made me hate doctors lol |
| The Old Gods |
| Yeah, she has eosinophilic fasciitis. Certain strains of weed can help with inflammation and pain, which has helped keep her in remission. |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Mellow, I’m diabetic lol I had 2 lows last night 🥲 I’m so tired and grumpy lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| I even have to yell at my boyfriend to see the doctor. It’s frustrating when they choose to be so difficult. It might be an ego thing, not wanting to admit you need help? Idk but it’s always good to get help when you need it |
| MellowMares |
| my old foreman was diabetic and i could tell he was getting low before his CGM would alert him xD |
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| Dimmed |
| Oof meds are so tricky. I was put on ADHD meds as a kid but it turns out I had bipolar and unspecified depression linked to my PCOS that nobody ever wanted to acknowledge. Those meds made me feel the worst. I haven't had issues with depression in years after getting married and moving out. It's hard to say if it was hormonal or situational, but I also started an IUD around that time which helped with the PCOS symptoms |
| MellowMares |
| red, youd think :') but that was before i knew how to advocate for myself , luckily i did ask for a second opinion / see a dif doc , which they did all the testing with no issues, but i regret not reporting him and dont know what happened with him after that |
| Gaelic Gladiacres |
| I did that questionnaire thing so many times when I first started therapy... I could practically answer them all with my eyes closed |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| No they were horrible haha I can’t stand jelly beans now as an adult |
| MellowMares |
| speaking of tasting like butt.. i tried out the "pink drink" from starbucks, but made with oat milk (cause im allergic to coconut) and idk if thats what made it taste bad but damn , for such a pretty looking strawberry fruity beverage, i could cry im so disapointed lol |
| The Old Gods |
| The PHQ-9 is a standard questionnaire. It's basically the standard to help screen patients for the possibility of depression. |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Oh my god mellow. That’s insane! I’ve been begging doctors for treatments for my chronic pain. I can’t imagine they just wanted to cut into you without proper testing. Surely that’s illegal? |
| MellowMares |
| hahah where the lollys good at least? i know the ones my dad had tasted like butt lol |
| MellowMares |
| oh isnt that infuriating ?! i got diagnosed with depression and anxiety as a teen litterally through a "do i have depression" 12 question quiz you could get online, BY A DOCTOR at a hospital and was put on a bunch of meds that i hated and ended up not taking and figured it out on my own instead, now every doctor i see blames it on that - but i also get the other extreme ones once in a while, had a UTI and the doc was trying to tell me my liver was failing and that they had to operate and there was no time for testing.. like.. excuse me!? i have a very long history of UTIs including 6 in 1 year alone lol wtfff |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Hahah I don’t know any other diabetics. I was diagnosed when I was 6. But yes 😂 I was very popular in primary school bc of my lolly stash |
| The Old Gods |
| x) I'm definitely not saying that weed can't be additive. Just about anything can be to the right set of genetics and mental wiring. |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah definitely, it’s frustrating. Sorry you had to go through that. I understand how frustrating it can be to have to advocate for yourself, I have a few chronic conditions and my diabetes gets blamed for everything even though I know that it’s not it. |
| MellowMares |
| oh red im sorry to hear, but also thats kinda funny xD never knew anyone that was diabetic til my dad was diagnosed, and then everyone i bump into or work with that reminds me of him , are all diabetic xD makes me the fav in the shops though at least xD i always have good snacks with me lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Void, that’s horrible. Glad to hear she’s found something that helps tho <3 |
| MellowMares |
| i feel like it is, they hate admitting when they need help. i hate going because of the amount of medical gaslighting and abuse ive had to put up with over the years, its made me hate doctors lol |
| The Old Gods |
| Yeah, she has eosinophilic fasciitis. Certain strains of weed can help with inflammation and pain, which has helped keep her in remission. |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Mellow, I’m diabetic lol I had 2 lows last night 🥲 I’m so tired and grumpy lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| I even have to yell at my boyfriend to see the doctor. It’s frustrating when they choose to be so difficult. It might be an ego thing, not wanting to admit you need help? Idk but it’s always good to get help when you need it |
| MellowMares |
| my old foreman was diabetic and i could tell he was getting low before his CGM would alert him xD |
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