| Nightingales Ridge |
| Feel* oop |
Heavy Downpours, Flood Warning| Nightingales Ridge |
| Aw Fang, you're allowed to feed anger and pain ...its all part of the shitty process but it'll definitely get easier <3 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Oh yes, I’ve been taking Zofran for years. I find it doesn’t help me too much though 🥲 I actually have some in my closet, maybe I’ll try it. I’ve got gastroparesis so I think it’s just that making me sick. Well atleast that’s a positive, you’ll live with your mum? |
| Whitewolf |
| Frustrating having no friends in real life. Not because I’m an asshole but just due to everyone literally moving off when we graduated and I’m just here still. |
| Whitewolf |
| Red not really. And home life doesn’t help. I used to write poetry (published several in my college literary magazine) and I thought about doing that but it would be all too angry right now lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Eury, Let me know if you find one haha my bf begs me to play with him all the time but idk how much more Fortnite I can take lol |
| Whitewolf |
| Maybe they’ll give you some Zofran, that always helps me when I’m feeling that way <3 We pay all the bills anyway so no big loss money wise lol it’ll be fine if it does happen. His daddy in Arizona has a house he can live in. |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Do you have an outlet? Like a hobby or something to channel your feelings into? I find that really helps me when I’m having a lot of big feelings |
| The Old Gods |
| I need to see if I can wrangle her into playing some game like we used to, but I'm not sure what games we both own that's co-op |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Fang, Hahah it happens. Definitely don’t let him back in your life though, they rarely ever change |
| Whitewolf |
| Literally looking back and thinking of how he was ans all of it just makes me very angry at the whole 5 years. Try to not take it out on anyone. Need a punching bag. lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Thanks Fang <3 yeah I’ll have to go to the doctors anyway to get some scripts so I’ll mention it then. Awh, well maybe it’ll be good for them? I’ve heard sometimes people are happier after divorce. Still not a fun thing to go through though |
| Whitewolf |
| I emailed him (because I know he blocked me day of breakup) and told him to never contact me again if he wasnt going to get his head out of his ass and decide to man up and make changes but I was also drinking (Sunday night). I’m good. No more. 😂 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| I’m glad you could have a clean breakup and stay friend Eury :) All my exes have been buttholes so I’ve never wanted to stay in contact lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Same here gem omg, I was still calling him everyday for 6 months after we broke up. So not worth the heartache |
| Whitewolf |
| Hopefully you stop waking up feeing yucky soon and get better rest. <3 no one likes waking up feeling nauseous. Yeah I know but honestly they’ve been at odds as long as me and my ex so, not a surprise. |
| Gem |
| Coming from someone who tried to stay in contact with their ex for a while after the relationship ended, a clean break off is so much better lol. I regret not doing that 😂 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah, it’s just been tough with me being sick the last few days and work has been really busy, but I’ll get it done :) I’m so sorry to hear that :( god that would not help your current situation, sorry you’re going through all this at once |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah one of my exes did that to me too, I was begging him to call me to say goodbye but nope. Honestly stuff him, life will be so much better without him <3 the relief I felt after finally healing from that was so worth it, it’ll be the same for you :) |
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| Nightingales Ridge |
| Aw Fang, you're allowed to feed anger and pain ...its all part of the shitty process but it'll definitely get easier <3 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Oh yes, I’ve been taking Zofran for years. I find it doesn’t help me too much though 🥲 I actually have some in my closet, maybe I’ll try it. I’ve got gastroparesis so I think it’s just that making me sick. Well atleast that’s a positive, you’ll live with your mum? |
| Whitewolf |
| Frustrating having no friends in real life. Not because I’m an asshole but just due to everyone literally moving off when we graduated and I’m just here still. |
| Whitewolf |
| Red not really. And home life doesn’t help. I used to write poetry (published several in my college literary magazine) and I thought about doing that but it would be all too angry right now lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Eury, Let me know if you find one haha my bf begs me to play with him all the time but idk how much more Fortnite I can take lol |
| Whitewolf |
| Maybe they’ll give you some Zofran, that always helps me when I’m feeling that way <3 We pay all the bills anyway so no big loss money wise lol it’ll be fine if it does happen. His daddy in Arizona has a house he can live in. |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Do you have an outlet? Like a hobby or something to channel your feelings into? I find that really helps me when I’m having a lot of big feelings |
| The Old Gods |
| I need to see if I can wrangle her into playing some game like we used to, but I'm not sure what games we both own that's co-op |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Fang, Hahah it happens. Definitely don’t let him back in your life though, they rarely ever change |
| Whitewolf |
| Literally looking back and thinking of how he was ans all of it just makes me very angry at the whole 5 years. Try to not take it out on anyone. Need a punching bag. lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Thanks Fang <3 yeah I’ll have to go to the doctors anyway to get some scripts so I’ll mention it then. Awh, well maybe it’ll be good for them? I’ve heard sometimes people are happier after divorce. Still not a fun thing to go through though |
| Whitewolf |
| I emailed him (because I know he blocked me day of breakup) and told him to never contact me again if he wasnt going to get his head out of his ass and decide to man up and make changes but I was also drinking (Sunday night). I’m good. No more. 😂 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| I’m glad you could have a clean breakup and stay friend Eury :) All my exes have been buttholes so I’ve never wanted to stay in contact lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Same here gem omg, I was still calling him everyday for 6 months after we broke up. So not worth the heartache |
| Whitewolf |
| Hopefully you stop waking up feeing yucky soon and get better rest. <3 no one likes waking up feeling nauseous. Yeah I know but honestly they’ve been at odds as long as me and my ex so, not a surprise. |
| Gem |
| Coming from someone who tried to stay in contact with their ex for a while after the relationship ended, a clean break off is so much better lol. I regret not doing that 😂 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah, it’s just been tough with me being sick the last few days and work has been really busy, but I’ll get it done :) I’m so sorry to hear that :( god that would not help your current situation, sorry you’re going through all this at once |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah one of my exes did that to me too, I was begging him to call me to say goodbye but nope. Honestly stuff him, life will be so much better without him <3 the relief I felt after finally healing from that was so worth it, it’ll be the same for you :) |
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