| Nightfall Dressage |
| Wolf Definitely am! I’m shook |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| It’s ok, I’m a mess too. I had a breakdown in chat yesterday, you’re not alone and it’s ok to be messy sometimes x |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| You can get key boards for your iPad. I have one, it’s a game changer. That’s a shame, con of living in the country :( atleast you can talk to your animals:) they’ll never judge you |
| Whitewolf |
| Well as corny as it always sounds as least we have each other. I’m a mess but I’m here for you lol <3 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah I really lost the genetic lottery when it came to physical and mental health lol but I survive :) and thank you <3 it’s hard to see you go through all this as well, you’re a very good friend to me <3 |
| Whitewolf |
| Issy you are right. I really need a little tablet with a keyboard as I can’t write a whole lot thanks to my arthritic hand. And Red, nothing here really, but it’s a small place. |
| Whitewolf |
| Biology major with a modern literature minor (useless but I loved it). Man I miss my literature classes especially the nature writing. lol. I spend an hour outside with my animals when I get home and at least that helps some<3 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Fang, Yeah :( it’s sucks, I wish I could give you some advice but I have next to no irl friends either :( maybe you could find some local community events or something like that? |
| Whitewolf |
| Ah, I hate that you have so many issues, you’re such a sweet person and a good friend. Maybe it’ll help a little anyway. I don’t mind it I guess, I mean I never had a set goal in life lol could be worse |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah I feel that :( maybe you could try art? Or exercise? Going for walks outside is really helpful to clear the mind, or maybe mindfulness? That’s super cool about the poetry though, didn’t know you were a literary genius ;) |
| Nightingales Ridge |
| Aw Fang, you're allowed to feed anger and pain ...its all part of the shitty process but it'll definitely get easier <3 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Oh yes, I’ve been taking Zofran for years. I find it doesn’t help me too much though 🥲 I actually have some in my closet, maybe I’ll try it. I’ve got gastroparesis so I think it’s just that making me sick. Well atleast that’s a positive, you’ll live with your mum? |
| Whitewolf |
| Frustrating having no friends in real life. Not because I’m an asshole but just due to everyone literally moving off when we graduated and I’m just here still. |
| Whitewolf |
| Red not really. And home life doesn’t help. I used to write poetry (published several in my college literary magazine) and I thought about doing that but it would be all too angry right now lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Eury, Let me know if you find one haha my bf begs me to play with him all the time but idk how much more Fortnite I can take lol |
| Whitewolf |
| Maybe they’ll give you some Zofran, that always helps me when I’m feeling that way <3 We pay all the bills anyway so no big loss money wise lol it’ll be fine if it does happen. His daddy in Arizona has a house he can live in. |
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| Red Hill Hollow |
| It’s ok, I’m a mess too. I had a breakdown in chat yesterday, you’re not alone and it’s ok to be messy sometimes x |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| You can get key boards for your iPad. I have one, it’s a game changer. That’s a shame, con of living in the country :( atleast you can talk to your animals:) they’ll never judge you |
| Whitewolf |
| Well as corny as it always sounds as least we have each other. I’m a mess but I’m here for you lol <3 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah I really lost the genetic lottery when it came to physical and mental health lol but I survive :) and thank you <3 it’s hard to see you go through all this as well, you’re a very good friend to me <3 |
| Whitewolf |
| Issy you are right. I really need a little tablet with a keyboard as I can’t write a whole lot thanks to my arthritic hand. And Red, nothing here really, but it’s a small place. |
| Whitewolf |
| Biology major with a modern literature minor (useless but I loved it). Man I miss my literature classes especially the nature writing. lol. I spend an hour outside with my animals when I get home and at least that helps some<3 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Fang, Yeah :( it’s sucks, I wish I could give you some advice but I have next to no irl friends either :( maybe you could find some local community events or something like that? |
| Whitewolf |
| Ah, I hate that you have so many issues, you’re such a sweet person and a good friend. Maybe it’ll help a little anyway. I don’t mind it I guess, I mean I never had a set goal in life lol could be worse |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Yeah I feel that :( maybe you could try art? Or exercise? Going for walks outside is really helpful to clear the mind, or maybe mindfulness? That’s super cool about the poetry though, didn’t know you were a literary genius ;) |
| Nightingales Ridge |
| Aw Fang, you're allowed to feed anger and pain ...its all part of the shitty process but it'll definitely get easier <3 |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Oh yes, I’ve been taking Zofran for years. I find it doesn’t help me too much though 🥲 I actually have some in my closet, maybe I’ll try it. I’ve got gastroparesis so I think it’s just that making me sick. Well atleast that’s a positive, you’ll live with your mum? |
| Whitewolf |
| Frustrating having no friends in real life. Not because I’m an asshole but just due to everyone literally moving off when we graduated and I’m just here still. |
| Whitewolf |
| Red not really. And home life doesn’t help. I used to write poetry (published several in my college literary magazine) and I thought about doing that but it would be all too angry right now lol |
| Red Hill Hollow |
| Eury, Let me know if you find one haha my bf begs me to play with him all the time but idk how much more Fortnite I can take lol |
| Whitewolf |
| Maybe they’ll give you some Zofran, that always helps me when I’m feeling that way <3 We pay all the bills anyway so no big loss money wise lol it’ll be fine if it does happen. His daddy in Arizona has a house he can live in. |
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| Remarks Week 3: 112121 Week 4: 112122 Week 6: 113132 Week 7: 113133 Week 9: 114143 Week 11: 114144 Week 12: 115154 Week 14: 116155 Week 15: 116165 |

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