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FLIP OH MY FREAKING GOSH I missed you. I swear you have more lives than this thread and that's saying something. . I'm hanging in here. Life has gone to shit as usual, but I'll survive. How are youuu?
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Aww Oh my gosh Tangle you've literally nearly made me cry with all that excitement <3 I do 100% have too many lives,Nothing can stop me flip-flopping about I guess 😎 I've missed you all so much too,I've just been sorting myself out and haven't wanted to overload myself again in the process.Honestly right now everything isnt perfect but I'm in such a constructive place at this moment with my mentality.Still a wip but I'm getting there and I just know I'm so ready to be back here full time now! Ive been Itching to get back but just wanted to hold off till I was stable so I didnt dip straight after as usual Lol. I've kind of self diagnosed myself with high functioning anxiety with an undertone of depression,Its not something I've been making sure everyone knows it's just helped me alot to realise what I was going through perhaps wasnt 'normal' and there is alot of stuff out there that's helped me understand and maintain my moods alot better.So feeling quite creative and maybe a lil bit hyper.. . Aww, Life is fairly shit all the time,You know my PM is always open when I'm actually here Lol. . Anything much going on with the thread.I cant believe I've got to find another crazy way to fit back in again Lmao.Im like the queen of entrances
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I literally can't even describe how happy I am that you're back for now. I'm glad you've been putting yourself first, which should always come before whatever the hell this is supposed to be lol. You know we'll be hanging out here for whenever you find the time, and there's no pressure to write consistently or at all if at any point it feels like too much. That's really rough, I'm sorry to hear that. It's good though that you've come to a place of realization so that you can understand yourself a bit better, you know? I haven't had any labels given, but even just coming to terms with the fact that no, it isn't normal to faint in social spaces or completely freak out around strangers, has helped me figure stuff out and be more comfortable in myself. I'll be praying for you and wherever this takes you, and you know I love and value you. Appreciate that <3 For now I think I'm fine, until everything properly hits me and I crash into an unavailable isolated ball for a few weeks, but for now I'm fine lol. Rish and I were chatting a few weeks ago about how much we missed not only you but also the chaos that is Tim, it was gorgeous. I know there are quite a few plots with different character pairings at the moment, most of which are naturally either me or Rish or both of us lol. I can give you the current events recap, if you'd like?
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This place is my downtime heaven <3 I'm so thankful to have such understanding friends around me,I worry alot about putting my needs above others but I think sometimes it's just what has to be done. Yeah I definitely agree it's kind of a bitter sweet thing but I think you have to realise what is going on to accept yourself better.What you go through sounds rough too,I'm always thinking of you all whenever I'm not here <3 . I totally get that isolated ball thing on a deeper level Lol. . Yes please! I miss the characters so much,It makes it even harder to be away from here,Trying not to beat myself up about the fact I deprive myself from them is half the battle some times Lmao.
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Now where to begin lmao. Alex [me] x Rena [rish] (basically my faves and i could not live without them and also just so pure but angsty on an em/tim level) Currently operating on two timelines - one where both are in romania together for rena's best friend's funeral, and the other two years afterwards in london where they find each other after being separating, and a whole lot of drama I cannot wait for. In general i have no clue which characters are active and which aren't. But if you want to throw someone somewhere there is a bonfire on-site where we're just tossing everyone honestly. The peeps i can think of are the international sj clique (Hans Peter, Heidi, Brielle, all rish's) aussie brothers (conrad and cam, all me) petrova family (katya, sofia, max, previously viktor but now he's dead, all rish's) meyer siblings (drew my soul, hunter, kay, all me) possibly the brooks siblings (nash, sawyer, willa, all rish's), chase & sophie of rish's. Other ones without 'groups' as such would be violet, brinley, sullivan, devyn, and amara of rish's. livvie, aaron, zeke, blair, ceri, and lorenzo of mine. I know rish was involved in some more drama with mish and sva [with characters Amara, Dublin, and Louis respectively) but I'm 98% sure the former has dropped out and sva our fave is on a hiatus. sva's characters are louis, reggie, and possibly arlette, all of which are related and we all have to love louis. . This is a wild overly-verbose reply that makes little sense but this may be the best you get for the week lol. Let me know if nothing makes sense or any questions, and we all know i'm always down to make new characters depending on the demand.
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Lmao.So much going on! Thank you so much for that,It does make sense in a way Lol.Im going to have a flick through the thread and conjure up my plans and let you all know from there 😂
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AHH FLIP !!!!! T just told me you're back I am so very happy!! Life is insane these days but I get posts in when I can. HOW HAVE U BEEN? :) shoot me a PM !! Let's talk life and brain people we're bringing back :)))
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Tanglewood said: Now where to begin lmao. Alex [me] x Rena [rish] (basically my faves and i could not live without them and also just so pure but angsty on an em/tim level) Currently operating on two timelines - one where both are in romania together for rena's best friend's funeral, and the other two years afterwards in london where they find each other after being separating, and a whole lot of drama I cannot wait for. In general i have no clue which characters are active and which aren't. But if you want to throw someone somewhere there is a bonfire on-site where we're just tossing everyone honestly. The peeps i can think of are the international sj clique (Hans Peter, Heidi, Brielle, all rish's) aussie brothers (conrad and cam, all me) petrova family (katya, sofia, max, previously viktor but now he's dead, all rish's) meyer siblings (drew my soul, hunter, kay, all me) possibly the brooks siblings (nash, sawyer, willa, all rish's), chase & sophie of rish's. Other ones without 'groups' as such would be violet, brinley, sullivan, devyn, and amara of rish's. livvie, aaron, zeke, blair, ceri, and lorenzo of mine. I know rish was involved in some more drama with mish and sva [with characters Amara, Dublin, and Louis respectively) but I'm 98% sure the former has dropped out and sva our fave is on a hiatus. sva's characters are louis, reggie, and possibly arlette, all of which are related and we all have to love louis. . This is a wild overly-verbose reply that makes little sense but this may be the best you get for the week lol. Let me know if nothing makes sense or any questions, and we all know i'm always down to make new characters depending on the demand.
The only part of this I skimmed was viktor being dead and I thoroughly enjoyed that
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Avenoir Acres said: AHH FLIP !!!!! T just told me you're back I am so very happy!! Life is insane these days but I get posts in when I can. HOW HAVE U BEEN? :) shoot me a PM !! Let's talk life and brain people we're bringing back :)))
<33 I'm so glad to be back,Life is usual but on the way up.Heck yes let's get brainstorming some trouble! Lol. Oh myyyyy gosh I'm so happy to be back,Also feel like I need to do some serious backtracking In the thread to get a feel for things xD
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No, I'm still here. My characters are being held up. Again.
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