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Nordic Designs
09:21:16 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Since then I've been incredibly cautious with who I interact with.. On top of social anxiety, and depression/loneliness. its a blast *shakes head*

Dont worry, I'm safe though. I am NOT suicidal, just throwing that out there if theres any concern
(I am trained to be direct about this subject)
Nordic Designs
09:17:44 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
She then proceeded to call the Chief Duty officer, and our executive officer and try to get us both in trouble.. Nothing came from it. I found out about it through rumor mil like 2 weeks later *facepam*
Nordic Designs
09:16:27 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
I entertained one call that woke me up, told the lady I dont want your goofy azz man. I have my own. Leave me alone, go to therapy and get some sleep.
MellowMares
09:15:30 
thank you ven!
Nordic Designs
09:15:25 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Ive had to block a spouse before because they were calling me and texting me all night losing her freaking mind
MellowMares
09:15:15 
no it was me, very sorry :')
Stormsong Manor
09:15:05 Ven
I deleted the message and apology accepted :)
Nordic Designs
09:14:52 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Oh ok nevermind sorry I was like uhhhh I dont remember but maybe it slipped *cringe*
Stormsong Manor
09:14:46 Ven
No no, not you Keo
Nordic Designs
09:14:31 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
... Did I say that *eyeballs*
MellowMares
09:14:14 
sorry ven ! ** Full silliness
Nordic Designs
09:14:00 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Shit its not even the men and their fragile egos.. Its their spouses or girlfriends being insecure and insane. I cant tell you how many times I go into work and find out "you got so and so in trouble because you laughed at something they said in a work group chat"
MellowMares
09:13:47 
half the time im asking them how they are married and how their wives put up with em xD
Stormsong Manor
09:13:37 Ven
We're not going to use the R slur here
The Feral Equine
09:12:54 Khaos
Keo
I was the same very close with my two cousins and then life and politics got in the way
Nordic Designs
09:12:45 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
I have a great time on exercises and deployments mostly but as soon as theres ways to avoid me... it happens :p

Ive tried therapy but they basically just repeat that what I'm feeling is valid and ok and doesnt seem to actually do anything lol
Stormsong Manor
09:12:03 Ven
Men and their fragile egos
No offense to any men present who do not have fragile egos
Nordic Designs
09:11:17 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
same thing as cousins :p
Also being female and in a very very male dominated subgroup within the military I'm often viewed as a threat so almost all "friendships" are work friendships and thats where it stops
Stormsong Manor
09:10:17 Ven
Did you make any good friends in the military? I've never served but I know you can form some strong bonds there
Nordic Designs
09:09:45 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Id imagine thats probably for the better but I'm sorry if you feel lost by it

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Nordic Designs
09:21:16 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Since then I've been incredibly cautious with who I interact with.. On top of social anxiety, and depression/loneliness. its a blast *shakes head*

Dont worry, I'm safe though. I am NOT suicidal, just throwing that out there if theres any concern
(I am trained to be direct about this subject)
Nordic Designs
09:17:44 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
She then proceeded to call the Chief Duty officer, and our executive officer and try to get us both in trouble.. Nothing came from it. I found out about it through rumor mil like 2 weeks later *facepam*
Nordic Designs
09:16:27 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
I entertained one call that woke me up, told the lady I dont want your goofy azz man. I have my own. Leave me alone, go to therapy and get some sleep.
MellowMares
09:15:30 
thank you ven!
Nordic Designs
09:15:25 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Ive had to block a spouse before because they were calling me and texting me all night losing her freaking mind
MellowMares
09:15:15 
no it was me, very sorry :')
Stormsong Manor
09:15:05 Ven
I deleted the message and apology accepted :)
Nordic Designs
09:14:52 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Oh ok nevermind sorry I was like uhhhh I dont remember but maybe it slipped *cringe*
Stormsong Manor
09:14:46 Ven
No no, not you Keo
Nordic Designs
09:14:31 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
... Did I say that *eyeballs*
MellowMares
09:14:14 
sorry ven ! ** Full silliness
Nordic Designs
09:14:00 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Shit its not even the men and their fragile egos.. Its their spouses or girlfriends being insecure and insane. I cant tell you how many times I go into work and find out "you got so and so in trouble because you laughed at something they said in a work group chat"
MellowMares
09:13:47 
half the time im asking them how they are married and how their wives put up with em xD
Stormsong Manor
09:13:37 Ven
We're not going to use the R slur here
The Feral Equine
09:12:54 Khaos
Keo
I was the same very close with my two cousins and then life and politics got in the way
Nordic Designs
09:12:45 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
I have a great time on exercises and deployments mostly but as soon as theres ways to avoid me... it happens :p

Ive tried therapy but they basically just repeat that what I'm feeling is valid and ok and doesnt seem to actually do anything lol
Stormsong Manor
09:12:03 Ven
Men and their fragile egos
No offense to any men present who do not have fragile egos
Nordic Designs
09:11:17 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
same thing as cousins :p
Also being female and in a very very male dominated subgroup within the military I'm often viewed as a threat so almost all "friendships" are work friendships and thats where it stops
Stormsong Manor
09:10:17 Ven
Did you make any good friends in the military? I've never served but I know you can form some strong bonds there
Nordic Designs
09:09:45 Keo/ Ice/ Tiny
Id imagine thats probably for the better but I'm sorry if you feel lost by it

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Sage let out a soft breath and shook his head, not knowing how to phrase it all. "How you can stand to live with a monster," he finally murmured, staring at the ceiling, memory flashing kill after koll through his mind. "How you can trust me with a child."
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"That's why. You doubt others' safety around you so much that I don't believe you could hurt me. Or our child." She said, her hand moving on it's own accord to her stomach
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Sage just shook his head with a sigh. "But I've hurt so many people. Killed them, without a care in the world," he noted, sitting up and looking over at her, frowning. "I just blew someones brains out all over my kitchen and laughed," he breathed out. "There's something wrong with me," he noted, honeslty scared of himself.
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"No, there's not." She said, placing a hand on his cheek and smiling softly at him. She searched his eyes for any sort of relief, but she saw none. "Handsome, if you really love me, do me a favor and forgive yourself. Please." She begged, wanting for him to not be in pain
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Sage met her eyes, brain whirling as he processed her words. He wished he could believe her. But he couldn't. Not yet. He offered her a small smile though, moving to pace his fingers with hers gently. "I'm trying," he noted softly.
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Amira sighed softly and dropped her hand, tucking herself under his chin
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Sage just opened his arms up so she could cuddle in, and then wrapped them around her with a content breath. They could finally relax without the other man messing things all up.
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Amira was quite pleased her brother was dead, glad they wouldn't need to worry anymore about him. She now had the worry of Sage's underconfidence in his ability to not kill without feeling. So long as he doesn't harm me or our child, it's not a big deal. She thought, her eyes closed
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Sage was happy to just rest for a while, in peace. His thoughts drifted away after a while as he slipped into a light doze.
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Amira slowly fell asleep as well, waking up a few hours later

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