"Im being serious." Caden admitted as a tear ran out of his eye.He watched as she paced. "Yes we will.We'll be alive." Caden just held Rose close and cried with her. "I fucking love you more."

Rose cried with Caden until she ran dry. She looked up at him. "We need to leave Arizona. We at least won't be on the top of the hitlist for assasins..." She said, thinking hard. "We need to run away. This isn't a one shot and done deal." She murmured, looking into the depths of his eyes

"I," He paused. "I need time to process what is even happening right now." Caden got up and stood on the balcony,he grabbed a bottle of NA Rose' and drank straight from the lid,wanting to just melt away from life.As his problems were piling up on eachother.Eventually he started sobbing.The sobbing and the drinking were sort of helping him process what was even happening.

Rose let him go, walking upstairs. She sighed, tossing her nearly dead phone onto the bed. She sat down on the bed. She bounced her leg, trying to pretend it was all just a nightmare she could just wake up from. "Holy shit, holy shit, what the fuck." She muttered, her head in her hands

Caden could hear her panicked mutters and wished he could make her stop worrying but he knew,he could'nt.He sighed as he lifted the bottle again.His world was very slowly melting away.Just what he wanted.His sobs had turned into silent tears flowing down his face.

Rose noticed Caden's sobs cease, but she didn't dare go downstairs and see her man crying again. Instead, she kept bouncing her leg and muttering. "I'm fucking going crazy." She said, looking at her now dead phone. "Shit." She said, trying to turn it on, the phone's screen blank. She shoved the charger into the phone, tossing her phone onto the bedside table with a clatter. She winced when it made a bigger sound than intended, pacing again. She considered death, wondering if it would be easier than dealing with this. Then she remembered Caden and how they both leaned on each other. She knew that if he died, she would kill herself and worried it may be the same the other way around.

Caden had lit a fire outside and was sitting around it,sobbing and drinking as he went.The tequila had helped as he was'nt worried anymore.This,state,how he wish he could stay in it forever.He did'nt worry about any problems whatsoever,and he felt safe.Now yes,his mind was a bit jacked up but,he felt fine.

Rose considered drinking, but pushed the thought out of her mind. She didn't want to be drunk, she wanted to be.......safe. She wanted to go to Caden, but worried he would be upset still, setting her off as well. She didn't want to be upset or argue right now. She checked her phone. 1%. She sighed, flopping onto the bed and wishing her and Caden were safe and secure and she wasn't terrified.

The flame grew large as Caden drank.His mind became not worried and instead worried about what happened in the past.He grabbed a piece of wood and a knife before peeling the bark into the fire.Once he put the knife up,he drank more,still quietly sobbing.

Rose sighed and went downstairs. She saw Caden and went to sit by him. "How you holding up?" She asked, looking into the flames. " 'Cause I feel like shit." She added. She was still bouncing her leg, putting all her nerves into every bounce