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Sage had followed the girl once she moved on, glad to have picked some of the extra berries and nuts, so he could at least keep his energy up if she walked for very long. Or even if it was just a snack of he started getting hungrier again. It didn't take long to get hungry hiking through these woods....it was dense, and it took a lot of energy to get anywhere in a time efficient manner. When she halted, he paused, ducking behind a tree quickly, and peering through the for branches around him. She'd moved to go back to the castlr after a moment, and he couldn't help the smirk that formed on his face. He'd called it. Though, he was sort of surprised she'd lasted the night. Most other princesses would've given up long before this. Either way, he waited until she was past him, then he followed her, as he'd been doing the past day or so. She moved back onto castle grounds after maybe another hour or so of walking, and he strolled casually out of the woods behind her. The guards seemed startled when he appeared next to them and sauntered past...which earned a smirk of its own. It always was fun teasing stupid people like the guards tended to be. All brawl and no brains. Rediculous. Regardless, his quiet presence scared a lot of people, and he had to admit he did enjoy doing so fairly often. Sometimes it was hard of course...he often wished he could have more than just Liz. Even she came from a bad relationship. Her mother had wanted a baby, and used him for that purpose. She'd feigned love, and he'd been a sucker for it. Well, never again. He'd never trust another woman. Not in that way. She'd been cruel to him, not just to get the baby, but twisted things around, making him seem like he was the one doing something wrong even while she was beating him with a broom handle or something. And of course, once she realized a baby was working, she just.... disappeared. He didn't know where she went or what she was doing...though he could guess. He was thankful to still have Liz of course...she was the only true light on his life. The only one who he had a relationship with. And she was barely six months old. But she was all he had. He longest for more. He'd gotten a taste of it...and while it was probably supposed to seem like a bad taste, he'd leap at taking her back if it meant he'd hear a kind word every now and again. Maybe a kiss here or there, or a light touch. Even if it was manipulative....it was something, and he knew it was stupid but....he still wanted something more than this life. It was hard. Lonely. And the princess clearly wasn't going to ever be someone he would get along with, let alone trust...at least he wasn't worried about getting killed in an alley somewhere for at least half of the day.
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Elara walked into the hall, her stomach already heavy with the weight of the meeting. Her father was waiting for her, sitting at the head of the table with a look that could freeze the air. His disappointment was always worse than his anger, but today, it seemed they were one and the same. “Elara,” he started, his voice cool, but the edge of anger was there. “You’re late. This is important. Your responsibility to this family—” Before he could finish, she cut him off. “I know, Father. I had matters to attend to. I’m here now.” His eyes narrowed. “Matters? Your place is here, in this room. We have a legacy to protect, and you can’t even make it to a simple meeting on time?” Her chest tightened, but she stood her ground, refusing to be made small by his words. His voice rose, as it always did when he was frustrated. “You always think you know better, Elara. But your selfishness is becoming intolerable!” And just like that, the slap came—hard, quick, and loud. The sting was sharp, the heat spreading across her cheek as she stumbled back slightly, shocked more by the suddenness than the pain. The room fell silent. She didn’t move for a moment, just stood there, eyes wide. But then, something inside her shifted. Without a word, she raised her hand and silenced him with a gesture. The air between them was thick, but she didn’t look away. “No,” she said, her voice firm, shaking just a little from the surge of emotion. “I’ve had enough.” Her breath caught in her chest as she held his gaze, refusing to let the anger overwhelm her. “I am not a child anymore. You can’t control me like this. You can’t treat me like this.” She wasn’t shouting, but her words were clear. Raw. “I don’t care what you think, what you expect of me. I’m done trying to meet your standards.” Her voice cracked, but she pushed on. “I’ve been trying to live up to your image for years, and I can’t do it anymore. I’m done.” Her hands were shaking at her sides, but she stepped back, turned, and walked out of the room before she could say more. Each step felt heavier than the last, but she forced herself to keep moving. She had to get out. To keep herself together, even though everything felt like it was falling apart.
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Sage had wandered in after the girl, maybe twenty feet behind her or so. He didn't want to give himself away, let her know he'd followed her that entire time. She'd needed her space, and she hadn't really needed him there anyway. He did lean in the doorway, staying in the shadows as he watched the start of the meeting unfold. Though, when the man slapped the girl, he felt himself tense, jerking backwards himself as he pressed his back to the wall heart hammering as his own father flashed through his mind. He squeezed his eyes shut, shaking his head in an attempt to get rid of them. They dulled after a moment, but we're still there then came the anger. It was probably good the girl had left the room, because of the situation had escalated any more he very well may have tried to kill the king. And that wouldn't be very good. He turned on his heel to leave when the princess left, not paying attention to where he was going. His father still circles his mind, flashes of pain and blood and things he had been pushing down for ...well, probably most of his life. The scar on his face seemed to burn, and he reached up to his face, nails dragging along the scar. He forced himself to stop once he felt himself start to bleed ..it was a nasty habit he'd picked up, scratching himself like that, and he knew people would see the marks on his jaw and neck and wonder. Well he couldn't explain it any more than they could. He'd moved to the garden, sliding down under a tree with a heavy breath of air as he tried to calm himself down. This wasn't useful...and he was supposed to be working. Apparently, his brain had other ideas though, and he just could get his mind back where it needed to be. Edited at January 25, 2025 11:28 AM by NightClan
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Elara’s footsteps echoed in the empty hall as she walked down the narrow corridor, her heart pounding in her chest. The sting on her cheek throbbed, but it was nothing compared to the heat of the emotions roiling inside her. She had never spoken to him like that before—never stood up for herself so fiercely, so unapologetically. Her fingers trembled as she pulled open the door to her room, slamming it shut behind her. The familiar silence of the space wrapped around her like a blanket, but it didn’t feel safe anymore. Nothing felt safe anymore. She walked across the room to the small window overlooking the courtyard, staring out at the distant trees. The cool air from the open window brushed her skin, but it did nothing to calm the storm inside her. She couldn’t believe what had just happened. She couldn’t believe she’d said those words—those true words. But she also couldn’t ignore the relief that surged through her. For the first time, she felt like she had taken a step toward freedom, even if it meant breaking something inside her that she didn’t know how to fix. Her father’s words replayed in her mind: You always think you know better, Elara. But your selfishness is becoming intolerable! She was selfish? For wanting to be her own person? For wanting to make her own choices? For wanting a life that wasn’t determined by the suffocating expectations of someone who didn’t even see her for who she was? Her hands pressed against the cool glass of the window, the reality of the situation sinking in. She couldn’t go back now. There was no going back. She had just severed the last tether that had kept her bound to the life she was supposed to lead—the life he had designed for her. She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath. She wasn’t sorry. She couldn’t afford to be sorry anymore. This was the moment she chose to live for herself. Her body felt heavy, as if gravity had doubled its pull, and her mind spun in circles. She needed to leave. But where would she go? She had no idea. There was nothing outside of her family’s world that she knew. Her fingers grazed the edges of the desk, her eyes catching on the journal she had abandoned weeks ago. It felt like an eternity since she’d written in it, but she found herself pulling it open now, needing to ground herself in something familiar. The page was half-empty, the ink smeared from where she’d cried the last time she’d written. But there, in the corner, were a few words, barely legible: "I’m more than this." She stared at those words for a long time. More than this. More than the daughter her father had tried to shape her into. More than the puppet she had allowed herself to be. She could be more. She was more. The sound of the door creaking open startled her, and she spun around, her breath catching in her throat. For a brief second, she thought it was him—her father, coming to drag her back into his world of control. But it wasn’t. It was Nate. Nate, her older brother by a year, stood in the doorway, his face lined with worry and tension. He’d always been there for her, no matter what. He had protected her from their father’s harshness when he could, and she’d always felt like she could rely on him, even when everything else felt like it was falling apart. His gaze softened as he took in her appearance—her reddened cheek, the tension in her body, the way she was holding herself as if trying to keep herself together. Without a word, he stepped inside, closing the door behind him gently. “Hey,” he said softly, his voice low and careful. “I… I heard what happened. Are you okay?” She didn’t answer at first, her gaze fixed on the floor. Okay? No, she wasn’t okay. She wasn’t sure if she ever would be, but that didn’t matter right now. What mattered was that she wasn’t turning back. Elara took a deep breath and finally met his eyes, forcing herself to steady her voice. “I’m not sure. But I think I will be.” She paused. “I think I’m finally doing the right thing. For me.” Nate took a hesitant step closer, his gaze flicking over her face. He was trying to read her, trying to understand, but there was a worry in his eyes that she wasn’t sure she wanted to address. She couldn’t let anyone worry about her. Not now. “I don’t know if this is the right thing,” she said, her voice shaky. “But I do know I can’t stay. I don’t belong here anymore. And I’m not going to let him make me feel like I’m nothing.” Her voice dropped to a whisper. “I’m not nothing.” Nate’s expression shifted, his jaw tightening. He stepped closer, and before she could process it, he pulled her into a tight hug. Elara froze for a split second, the intensity of the moment washing over her. But then she sank into him, allowing herself to crumble against his chest. She had always felt safe with him. Her older brother, the one who had looked out for her, protected her, and made sure she was never completely alone. Nate’s arms tightened around her, his voice soft but determined as he whispered, “You won’t stay here. I promise. You won’t have to live like this anymore. I’ll find a way out for you, Elara. I will. Just… just give me time.” She held on to him, her hands clutching the back of his shirt as if she could hold on to that promise forever. Tears, ones she hadn’t even known she was holding back, spilled down her cheeks as she whispered back, “I can’t stay. I can’t keep pretending everything’s okay.” “You don’t have to,” Nate reassured her, pulling back just slightly to look her in the eyes. His expression was fierce with resolve, his thumb brushing away the tears on her cheek. “I’ll help you. We’ll figure this out together. No matter what it takes, Elara.” Elara met his gaze, and for the first time in what felt like forever, she saw a glimmer of hope. She wasn’t alone. She wouldn’t have to face this by herself. Nate would find a way. He always did. “I believe you,” she said softly, her voice steadying. And with that, a weight she didn’t realize she had been carrying began to lift, if only slightly. But for the first time in years, she allowed herself to believe in the possibility of something better, something beyond the walls her father had built around her. “I’ll fight for you, Elara,” Nate promised, his arms still around her.
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Sage wasn't sure how long he sat underneath that tree in the garden....but it was long enough that he'd started to make the people who tended to it angry. He was clearly making their job a little bit harder, and how far the street rat even set foot in their meticulous garden? It was meant for royalty, not some dirty, theiving boy. It was stupid, in his opinion. All of it. But he slunk away with an eye roll as they showed him off, and he took to just wandering around the paths that wound around the castle grounds, just...thinking. His mind had quieted down a little bit, and he'd composed himself again. But even so, he was tired, and his emotions were still rolling around furiously in his head. His heart still seemed to ache. He hated it. Hated all of it. If he'd had a choice, none of this would have happened. His whole life would have been entirely different. Well...not entirely. He did love the woods. The freedom of being able to move place to place and the excitement of the jobs he took on. But pretty much everything else could go in the trash can. He loved his daughter, of course, and he wouldn't give her up for anything. But he also would have loved to have not been in that relationship at all. It was odd, loving someone so much that they could hurt you. Nearly kill you at times. Make you think you weren't worth anything. Yell at you constantly. Throw things at you, hit you, tell you you should fix yourself. And then blame you for everything. And yet....you couldn't hate them. You kept coming back, in hopes of one nice word, one light touch. Maybe, just maybe, they would be nice to you for a moment. And that was worth all the rest. It was stupid. He knew that. But his brain still betrayed him. As the sun started to feel hot as it neared early afternoon, he sighed and moved to go slide under a small tree, grateful for the shade as he supposed on the water he had in the canteen at his waist. He was at the castle, so he could fill it up no problem. At least that wasn't a worry.
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Elara stood still for a moment in the silence of her room, the sting from her father’s slap still lingering on her cheek, but it was now accompanied by something else—a growing determination. She’d never spoken like that to him before. She'd never stood up to the weight of his control, but for once, she'd had enough. Nate's comforting words echoed in her mind. "I'll find a way out for you. I promise." Her hand rested on her chest, trying to steady the thrum of her heartbeat. She needed space. Air. A moment to herself without the suffocating expectations of being the princess—his perfect daughter, confined to a life she never chose. She took a deep breath and stood up, glancing at her reflection in the polished mirror. A princess’s reflection—golden crown, elegant attire, poised posture. She reached for a delicate scarf and wrapped it loosely around her neck, then quickly changed into more comfortable, though still regal, clothing: a simple but luxurious soft green dress, the fabric flowing gently as she moved. Her boots were polished, yet her movements were deliberate, casual even, as she gathered her things—her leather satchel, the one she always carried with her when she needed space, and her sketchbook. Drawing had always been her escape, the one thing her father had never fully controlled. It was her own small rebellion, her way of remembering that she had more to her than the crown upon her head. She left her room quietly, making her way down the grand hallway, avoiding the guards who might have questioned her sudden departure. They were used to her routines, and her absence would raise no alarms. In the early evening, the castle was still, save for a few wandering servants and the distant clatter of armor from the guards on duty. She walked with purpose but not haste, her thoughts focused on the courtyard. Elara pushed open the heavy door to the outer courtyard and stepped into the cool evening air. The sun was beginning to dip below the horizon, the sky painted with warm tones of gold and orange. The stone walls surrounding the courtyard were draped in ivy, and the lush greenery inside was calming—a small oasis away from the towering walls of the castle and the relentless weight of her royal duties. She made her way past the statues and fountains, drawn toward the small garden at the back. The area was quiet, serene. The flowers were beginning to wilt as the season changed, but the delicate fragrance still lingered in the air. The soft rustling of the leaves in the trees seemed to comfort her, as if the world outside was momentarily forgotten. Elara settled on a stone bench near the far corner of the courtyard, the same place where she had spent many quiet moments alone in the past. It was here, amidst the greenery, that she had always found peace. She opened her satchel and pulled out her sketchbook, her fingers moving instinctively to the pencil she kept tucked in its pages. As her pencil touched the paper, she let her thoughts drift away from the harsh words of her father, the suffocating expectations, and the responsibilities she had never asked for. For a brief moment, she was just Elara. Not the princess, not the heir to the throne, just herself. Her pencil moved easily, capturing the curves of the wildflowers, the delicate veins in the leaves, and the way the light fell through the branches of the trees. Drawing was her only escape from the constant weight of being the perfect princess. It allowed her to reclaim a small piece of herself, her own identity outside of her royal title. As she worked, the evening sky grew darker, the stars beginning to peek through the fading light. The sound of the wind rustling through the trees and the distant hum of the castle seemed miles away, and for the first time that day, Elara could breathe freely. She wasn’t just a princess in that moment—she was an artist, a young woman reclaiming her peace. The sketchbook filled with the soft lines of plants and flowers, the reflection of her thoughts and emotions translated into ink. She wasn’t thinking of her father’s angry words or the role she was meant to play; she was thinking only of the beauty of the world around her, the simplicity of the plants growing freely without expectation, without judgment. As she finished her last sketch, she leaned back on the bench, feeling a quiet sense of accomplishment. Her heart still thudded with the weight of her confrontation with her father, but in this moment, she had found a space where she could simply exist. She was more than the princess, more than the title forced upon her. Elara closed the sketchbook, standing slowly and gazing out at the garden once more, the quiet of the night settling over her. She wasn’t sure what the future held, but as the moonlight bathed the courtyard in soft silver light, she felt a surge of clarity. She had her brother’s promise, and maybe, just maybe, she had a chance to find a life that was hers—one where she could choose her path. For now, she would enjoy the simple peace of the courtyard. But one thing was certain—Elara wasn’t going to stay within the castle’s walls forever. She couldn’t. Not anymore.
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Sage had stayed under the tree for a while, eventually dozing off for a few hours or so. He did need to catch up on sleep...though he supposed he'd have tonight to get some rest anyway, since he was no longer running around in the woods. He had a different job now, one with a bit more stability. And despite the princes driving him absolutely nuts...he was thankful for the little bit of peace the job brought. Of course, as the sun started to set, he did wonder how this was supposed to work. Was he supposed to stay here? Should he go back to the streets and find that old shack, and sleep there? What was expected of him? He had a lot of questions...he knew nothing about this sort of royal life, and the princess obviously didn't care about him one way or the other. He didn't expect her to...but he could use some instructions here. Or at least suggestions. None of this really made any sense, and the more he pondered it, the more confusing it all became. Eventually, he just moved down to the gardens, where he knew there would be some trees. It wasn't super close to the castle, and no one would be in the gardens at night. He could stay there with it getting caught, probably. But the shack was too far away to travel back and forth each day, and the alleys just weren't safe. Here, the trees were wind breakers at least, and the temperature was slowly warming up as spring slowly kept crawling towards summer. It would be fine to stay here. He found a nice soft patch of grass after a bit of wandering and settled down with a quiet sigh, laying on his back and pacing his fingers behind his head as he looked up at the stars he could see through the tree branches. He'd always liked looking at the stars...there was some sort of mystery about them he just liked. They were a map of the earth....the voice of generations travelling the world. And more importantly, they were free. They could do what they wanted, glowing brightly in the sky for years. He knew they weren't alive, that it was a rather rediculous comparison, but he was jealous of them. He wanted to be so free. So unashamed of who he was. To not have any burdens constantly weighing him down, forcing his shoulders to slump and his eyes to close in pain on a daily basis. He was tired of constantly fighting with his mind. But he knew that wasn't ever going to change.
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how are they actually going to like,speak to eachother?) Elara stood in the quiet of the garden, the cool night air brushing against her skin, carrying with it the scent of fading flowers and the promise of change. The tension from earlier, from her father’s harsh words and the sting of his slap, still lingered within her, but it was starting to dissipate in the stillness of the evening. She gazed out at the courtyard, her mind wandering, contemplating the weight of her situation. Her father’s oppressive control had always been a presence in her life, but today—today something had shifted. The confrontation, the defiance in her words, had felt liberating. It was as if a door had cracked open, letting in a sliver of freedom she hadn’t known was there. And then there was Nate’s promise. His words echoed in her mind like a lifeline. "I’ll find a way out for you. I promise." The promise was a flicker of hope, something real in a world that often felt like a carefully crafted illusion. For the first time, Elara let herself consider the possibility of a life beyond the walls of the castle. Her gaze drifted to the horizon, where the last traces of the sunset painted the sky in shades of purple and pink. The world outside was vast, unknown, and full of possibilities—possibilities she had never allowed herself to dream of before. The weight of the crown, the expectations of being a princess, felt almost laughable in the face of the beauty surrounding her now. Her fingers tightened around her satchel strap, and she felt a flicker of resolve stir within her. She couldn’t go back to the way things were. She couldn’t let herself be crushed under the weight of her father’s ambitions, of the future he had planned for her. The future where she was nothing more than a pawn in his political games. No. She wouldn’t be that. For a moment, Elara thought of the sketchbook in her hands, the drawings she had created in this quiet space. Each line, each curve of the pencil, was a defiance of her role as the princess. It was a small rebellion, a whisper of the freedom she longed for. And in the pages of that book, she found a piece of herself—her true self, not bound by duty, not defined by expectations. She let out a breath, a slow, steady exhale that carried with it the remnants of her fear and doubt. For the first time, she didn’t feel like she was trapped. She didn’t feel like the world was closing in on her, suffocating her choices. There was an escape, an exit from this life that could lead her to something new—something entirely her own. She could see it now, in the darkness of the courtyard, in the soft glow of the moonlight. As she turned to leave the garden, a sense of quiet determination filled her chest. The world beyond the castle walls was waiting for her. It was terrifying, uncertain, and filled with dangers she couldn’t yet comprehend. But she knew one thing: she wouldn’t face it alone. Nate’s promise wasn’t just words; it was a bond, a thread that tied them together. He had made her believe in something more than duty, more than the constraints of royalty. With one last look at the garden, she walked back toward the castle, the resolve settling deeper with each step. The path ahead was unclear, but it was hers to choose. And Elara knew, with certainty, that she wouldn’t be a prisoner of her father’s will for much longer. She would find a way to claim her life, to claim her future, and nothing—nothing—would stand in her way.
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(yeah we gotta figure that one out lol. Maybe on her way out she runs into Sage and invites him in? Like lets him use a room in the castle or something? Nate could always approach Sage about getting her out of the castle too) Sage nestled in, grateful for the warmer night so far. The night before had been cold...but then again he'd been up on a hill without really any wind breakers like the trees. That did make a pretty big difference in terms of warmth. But the grass here was soft, and he was pretty comfortable. Between the trees and the stone wall next to him, he felt safe here. No one would sneak in and try to do anythign either, which meant he could get some decent rest. Of course, now that he was laying there, his mind started to wander again. Wondering what it would be like to be as free as the stars. How life might have been different if he'd had better parents, or even if he'd been born just one or two social classes up. What it would be like if the monarchy wasn't so corrupt at its roots. He let out a soft huff of air, shaking his head. What was he doing here? He hated the crown. Everything it stood for, everything it did. The king and queen were useless to him and the others doing their best to survive in the muddy streets outside the castle. But the royal family didn't care. They didn't care that their people were out there dying every day. Tehy only cared about the rich part of the town. The one they could show off to other kingdoms. And here, he was, taking a job to protect the spoiled girl of the princess. He was sure she had her own issues with her parents, given the fact that the older man had slapped her in front of the council earlier. But then again...he'd have loved to sucker punch her a few times by then. He just knew better than that. Besides, he knew well enough the violence wasn't always the answer to any given situation. This was one of those things that required him to think before he spoke or acted. He couldn't afford to lose the job, or worse get himself hurt or killed. He needed to be here for his daughter, even if it was all he could do to keep paying the school. He took out the last of the pine nuts as his stomach growled, moving to sit up and snack on them, knowing if he didn't eat he'd probably never get to sleep. He'd be too hungry. It wasn't much, but it was enough to settle the lurching of his stomach down so he could get comfortable enough in the grass again with a sigh.
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(good idea) Nate silently waltzed into the gardens,feet soft against the grass.He pulled out the scroll,opening it and scowling as he read it once more. With a sigh,the man kept walking,tossing the scroll on a torch so it oculd be burned.But then,he found him. Nate walked up quietly,making his prescence known as he appeared. "You're the one who was hired to protect my younger sister,correct?If so the come along,I can get you a room and something to eat and drink.It's better for your job the closer you are to her,you being out here and her being in there is eh,most likely not the best idea." Nate broadcasted,huffing a puff of air before saying something again. "Your choice,though.Either stay out here and eat pine nuts or go inside and eat a actual meal.I'd rather you be content with where ever you den." He said,leaning against the tree and crossing his arms,waiting on a response.
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