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09:40:15 Zrek 3 sets that take 3 days. 90 problems. of stuff I have never learned. and matters none to me. |
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09:36:58 Zrek Even if I stay awake the chances of me getting any of it correct are about 0. Plus I have a shit load tomorrow. None of this is going to work. |
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Jora stirred slightly as Sage moved next to her, feeling the weight of the room settle around them. There was a quiet tension in the air, unspoken but thick enough that she could almost touch it. She wanted to say something to reassure him—tell him that she was okay, that they’d be fine—but every time she opened her mouth, the words caught in her throat. Sage had been so patient, so quiet, and she could feel the strain in him, too. He was trying so hard to hold it all together for both of them, even if he didn’t know how to voice what he needed. Jora wasn’t used to this kind of silence between them. She had always been the one to speak her mind, to push for action, to make sure everything was taken care of. But right now, it felt like all she could do was hold him close and hope it was enough to give him some comfort. She knew he was exhausted—he’d been running on fumes for days now—but she hated how much he was pulling inward. He was barely speaking, barely engaging with her, and she couldn’t help but feel the distance growing between them, even if it was only in her mind. When Sage finally collapsed onto the bed beside her, she reached for his hand without thinking. She could feel the tension in his muscles, the fatigue hanging off him like a heavy cloak. His quiet murmur of reassurance was something she desperately needed to hear, even if she wasn’t sure she believed it. "We’re going to get through this." Jora squeezed his hand back, shifting closer to him, hoping he could find some comfort in her presence. She wished she could take some of the weight off his shoulders, take some of that burden onto herself, but she knew there wasn’t much she could do except be here. She had her own fears, her own anxieties, but they couldn’t take precedence now. Not with everything they were facing. By the time she felt his breathing slow and heard the soft rhythm of his sleep, she knew he’d given in to exhaustion, something she hadn’t allowed herself to do yet. Her mind was still buzzing, still worrying about what the next day would bring, but she kept herself from stirring, not wanting to disturb him. He needed the rest, even if it was just for a few hours. The next morning, when she woke up to the sunlight filtering through the curtains, Jora turned her head to find Sage already awake. His groan didn’t surprise her; they both knew the day would be a hard one, and neither of them had the energy to face it. She watched him for a moment, noticing the lines of weariness on his face, the weight in his eyes that had nothing to do with the night’s sleep. She knew there was more going on with him than he was letting on, but she didn’t push it. She couldn’t. Not when everything felt like it was unraveling just beneath the surface.
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Sage had huffed out a heavy breath after a moment, turning away from the clock and onto his side, facing Jora. He sort of looped as arm around her waist loosely as he'd rolled over, burying his face in her chest as he normally did. He really wasn't making much of an effort to get up yet, and while he knew they needed to get moving, he didn't want to leave their peace yet. Of course, this wasnt really peace, since they were both stressed about this. There was no escaping this reality...and he didn't fully want to. He wanted this baby...having her be the mother of his child and starting a family with her was something he hadn't dared hope for before. But now it was happening, and he certainly glad of it, even if there was some risk involved. After a while though, he sort of rolled back over a little bit with a sigh, looking over at Jora and absentmindedly running his hand lightly up and down her arm. "You ready to get going," he asked quietly, knowing the longer they lingered there the harder it would be to actually leave their home. When she agreed, he moved to force himself up and out of bed, gathering their last few things before setting them by the door with a sigh. "Anything else you need?" Once she'd responded, he moved to gather all their bags and get them tied down in the canoe. He grabbed an extra set of water bottles then, handing one to Jora and then also handing her an umbrella to keep the sun's harmful rays from her. He didn't want her getting sunburt, of course, but he also wasn't sure if the sun would hurt the baby at all, and he definitely didn't want that. They were off soon enough then, sage rowing in an easy rythm as he moved in the direction of Jora's father's ship. They weren't sure where exactly he'd be by now....but she knew the general direction it was in. They found the ship after a few hours, closer to noon, but at least they'd found it. "I assume that's his ship then," he asked, eyes fixed on the large vessel that was ten times nicer than any pirate's ship he'd ever seen. But they'd been spotted by then, and the men on board were already pointing to them, lowering a ladder of some kind. "Here this goes," he noted softly, glancing at Jora. "Our acts start now," he added, shifting slightly. It wasn't a large shift at all, but the results were vastly different. Instead of her partner, the father of her children, he was simply another belonging. Eyes cast down, shoulders held in a submissive manner, hair bound in a half up half down manner that framed his face, making him look smaller. Softer. Less threatening. And it covered up the remaining bits of tattoos that showed over the hem of his shirt collar, as well as the points on his ears. He reached for the ladder that had been lowered to them, moving to help Jora to it and then let her up before grabbign the bags and hauling himself up the ladder until he was safely on the ship, positioning himself quietly behind Jora, ignoring the judging whispers that were sent his way from the crew around them. He heard them hauling their canoe up, securing it to the bigger boat, but forced his hears to stay still. They had to think he was human. Completely human, anyway.
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Sage’s breath was warm against Jora’s chest as he buried his face there, his body half curled around hers. For a moment, it was just the two of them, tangled in a stillness that the world couldn’t touch. Jora could feel the weight of everything pressing down on them—the baby, the uncertainty of what lay ahead—but for a heartbeat, she wanted to ignore all of it. She wanted to stay in this small bubble of peace just a little longer. But Sage shifted, and the moment broke. She heard the soft sound of his sigh against her skin. He pulled away slightly, his hand tracing the line of her arm, the gentle touch a comfort despite the tension that hung between them. Jora looked up at him, lost in thought, but when he asked if she was ready, she knew it was time. “Yeah,” she murmured, giving him a small nod. She didn’t want to leave. Not yet. But they didn’t have the luxury of lingering. They had to go. Sage’s movements were slow but purposeful as he gathered their things. He let out another quiet sigh as he moved to the door, and Jora watched him, her chest tightening with the weight of what was coming. This was real. It was happening. Everything they’d built, all the moments they’d shared, were about to be tested in ways neither of them fully understood. She shook her head at his question, trying to mask the unease swirling inside her. “I’m good,” she answered, though the words didn’t feel entirely true. There was more on her mind than she was willing to admit. They moved quickly after that—gathering the last of their things, loading up the canoe. Sage handed her the umbrella with a look of concern on his face, his hands always gentle, always thinking ahead. She took it without protest, leaning into the care he offered. He was always so careful with her, with the baby, and it made her heart tighten in ways she couldn’t quite explain. Once they were on the water, the rhythm of Sage’s rowing was almost calming. His movements steady and sure as he guided them toward her father’s ship. The closer they got, the more tense Jora became. She could see the shape of the ship now, a vessel far more polished than any pirate ship she’d ever known. Her stomach twisted as they approached. Sage’s voice cut through her thoughts. “I assume that’s his ship then?” He was staring at the vessel, his gaze fixed on the towering ship that loomed in the distance. Jora nodded silently, her heart pounding in her chest. She could feel the anxiety building, tightening in her throat. They were close now. The crew had already spotted them, and a ladder was lowered, the path up to the ship clear. Jora’s breath caught in her throat. There was no turning back now. Sage’s posture shifted, almost imperceptibly, but Jora noticed it. The way his shoulders seemed to shrink a little, how his gaze dropped downward, as if he were trying to make himself invisible. The softness of his movements told her everything she needed to know: he wasn’t just her partner anymore. He was playing a part now. As Jora climbed the ladder, Sage was right behind her, helping her up, but keeping his distance. His silence was heavy, his presence constant but distant. The crew's whispers buzzed in her ears, but she didn’t dare turn around. She knew what they thought of him. They didn’t know who he really was. But that truth had to stay hidden—for now. Sage had to be smaller, softer. He had to be human, even though he wasn’t. Once they reached the top, Jora didn’t speak. She just moved, stepping onto the deck of the ship, knowing Sage was right behind her, a silent presence in the background. The crew’s eyes followed them, but she refused to meet their gaze. Let them whisper. Let them judge. For now, it didn’t matter. They were playing a game now, and neither of them could afford to lose. Sage was with her. That was all that mattered.
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Sage kept his eyes down carefully, though peered around at the ship and people around them through his hair. This was one reason he kept his hair longer...the thick locks provided a decent cover at times, as well as protection from people's glances. With the half up half down style servants often wore, most of his face was hidden. It helped him play his part of course, but it also allowed him to gain information without them knowing. Because even though he was acting like a servant, his mind was anything but. When Jora moved to walk again, he followed her, suddenly grateful they didn't have a ton of things he had to carry around. She couldn't help him, and wasn't sure how long he'd be lugging all of it around. He probably wouldn't want her to help much, anyway...if she was pregnant he didn't want her straining to carry something heavy anyway. He peered around curiously as they walked, keeping his ears and nose as still as possible despite all the new scents and sounds that were bombarding his senses. He was definitely curious about it all, and his mind was reeling with questions, but he couldn't ask any questions, and he knew it. That was ok...keeping their little game of real life chess was going. Jora was his queen....the most important piece, the most powerful. The voice of power. And right now, he was the king. Limited. Unable to do much but hope she could protect him without breaking their cover. And...well, everyone was out to kill him. And he had a feeling that, just like the game, if he was killed it would be game over for Jora, who'd be destroyed over it all. He brought his focus back to Jora after a moment, wondering where she was going. No doubt she knew this ship well....she'd probably been on it countless times before. She might have even lived on it at some point. Maybe she had a room? That would be nice...having their own room. Though he might have to sleep in the servants quarters. That would have to be figured out, he supposed. Or maybe she was going to seek out her father, find him before he found out something from the gossip of the rest of the crewman. Did they know her? Probably. Oh...maybe that was why they disliked him. Generally, if someone had a personal servant of the opposite gender, they'd also be sleeping with them. That brought a slight wince to his face as he realized what they all thought he was...the act he'd have to keep up. Well, it could be worse he supposed. He quite liked sleeping with her. But the thought of them thinking of him that way caused his stomach to flip.
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Jora walked ahead with a steady stride, her posture regal even in the bustle of the ship. The deck was crowded, voices rising in the din of work and murmurs, but she paid them little mind. She was used to this chaos—this life on the sea, surrounded by sailors and guards, the low hum of endless gossip and rumor. What she had never gotten used to was the feeling of Sage's presence so close, so carefully tucked behind her, so full of tension. She could feel it, even if he didn't make a sound. His presence was a careful calculation, a watchful thing, quiet in a way that could easily be mistaken for docility. But Jora knew better. She knew that behind the careful mask, Sage was more alert than anyone she had ever met—always thinking, always planning. She trusted that mind of his. She had to. But she also knew how difficult it was for him, playing the part of a servant, hiding his true strength behind the mundane veil of submission. She glanced over her shoulder at him, catching the soft fall of his hair, the way he kept his head slightly lowered, and the way his eyes moved under the shadow of his bangs, always watching. She could almost feel the weight of the world he carried, how careful he had to be, how carefully he had to play the role. It made her chest tighten with a mix of concern and something else—something too complicated for her to name. Her thoughts turned briefly to his place here—on this ship, in her life—and to the subtle, uncomfortable weight of the lie they were living. The crew would already have their own assumptions about him, would already be weaving stories about the quiet servant who lingered too close to the mistress of the ship. She felt a bitter knot in her stomach as she imagined how they must see him—how they must see them—as little more than a pair of lovers in secret. Jora felt the familiar sting of disgust at their shallow judgments, but she pushed it down. She had no time for their opinions now. Not when everything was so precarious. The thought of Sage—her protector, her constant shadow—being viewed as little more than an ornament or a bed warmer made her throat dry. She’d seen that look on the faces of some of the men. She could only imagine what kind of assumptions were already taking root, like weeds. The thought didn’t sit well with her, but she couldn’t afford to let it show. It was part of the act. And right now, it was all she could do to keep them both alive. "Stay close," she said, her voice low but firm. "We're headed to the captain's quarters." She couldn’t help the instinct to protect him, even as he followed behind her, still hidden under the veil of servitude. The game, as he liked to call it, was delicate. Dangerous. And if anyone had the power to upend it, it was the captain. It was all about information, and they both knew the kind of power that could be gleaned from it. As she moved through the ship’s labyrinth of halls and stairs, she felt a strange tug at her heart. The ship had once been her home. She’d spent years here, learning how to navigate its shifting spaces, learning the ebb and flow of life at sea. And yet, it felt different now. The weight of her mission—of their mission—was heavier than anything she had ever carried before. She could hear the creak of the wood underfoot, the murmurs of the crew, the distant sound of ropes pulling taut and sails catching the wind. The smell of salt and sweat and metal was thick in the air, but it wasn’t the sea that weighed on her; it was the invisible burden of everything that rested on this voyage. On this ship. On the man following her. Her mind briefly flickered back to the time she spent here before—long before Sage, long before the secret plans, the lies, the fear of being discovered. She had thought it would be a life of freedom, of adventure. She had thought it would be enough. But that had been before everything had changed. Before he had changed things. And now, there was no going back. Her hand briefly touched the familiar wood of the door to the captain's quarters. She paused, and for the briefest moment, she allowed herself to feel the weight of Sage’s presence behind her—his unspoken thoughts, his quiet strength. She could almost hear him, always calculating, always protecting. And for just a moment, she felt a pang of something else—something warm, despite the storm inside her. "We’ll get through this," she murmured softly, more to herself than to him, though she hoped he heard it. "One way or another." The door creaked open, and she stepped inside, the weight of the game settling back around her.
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Sage followed Jora carefully, body submissive but his mind taking in every detail he possibly could. And that was a lot...he could smell the men, and could already tell their footsteps apart for the most part. The hushed whispered in the dark bowels of the ship could be heard and processed. As of right now, it was mostly talking about how often they thought she bedded him, and about how could a man let a woman control him in bed like that. The last one brought a flush to his cheeks...one of both anger and embarrassment. It was true, most men wouldn't appreciate that role every time. But they didn't know what it was like to be used that way. How much he cherished knowing he could do that, and it would be because he chose to. She could pin him, do whatever she wanted to, and he could still trust her. But even so, it didn't feel great to hear their conversations. It was clear he'd be a target now...well, fine. He could deal with them. In his own way. Joras voice brok him out of his thoughts. The captain. They were going to her father. That was probably best, though he wasn't so sure her father would appreciate him bringing all their bags into his cabin. He gave her a soft nod in response to her comments, pressing a light hand on the small of her back, just briefly, in case someone came down the hallway. But he hoped it was enough to give her the courage she needed to face her father. This wasn't easy for any of them...lying to someone you loved was never easy, nor was it good. But he couldn't know the truth, they both knew that. He'd have Sage killed in a heartbeat. Sage tightened his hands on the bags, swallowing hard and double checking everything about him screamed servant. Submissive. Easy to beat up if he so chose. He was a captain, and would be detail oriented. Hopefully, because he was a servant in the past, he could play this game well enough to pass. He gave Jora a nod....once, a small one, as she gripped the handle but didn't open the door. She had to just get in there. Get it all started. So he took a deep breath to steady himself as she threw the door open and greeted her father. He followed her a few steps in, lingering respectfully in the doorway, as any humble servant would. He longer to scream at the man for everything he's done to him. To other orphans. He wanted to stay at Joras side, terrified something would happen while he wasn't there. Terrified it would happen while he was there. Would she want him to fight? It might blow their cover. But he couldn't sit there and watch them hurt her, especially knowing she was pregnant. With his baby. Ugh, why did this have to be so complicated? But even so, he forced himself to stay relaxed in the corner, acting as if he was simply staring at his shoes but in reality he was taking in every detail of the man and his cabin. It was quick, only in the few moments the man's gaze was fixed on Jora. Then he did actually stare at his feet, knowing the man would know if he was looking around. He wasn't going to be easy to fool.
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Jora felt a knot of anxiety tightening in her stomach as she stepped into her father’s cabin. The air was thick with the scent of salt and leather, the dim light casting shadows across the cabin’s walls lined with nautical maps and trophies of past voyages. Her heart pounded in her chest as she faced Captain Eliott, whose imposing figure loomed over her. “Jora,” he began, his voice low and steady. “What brings you here?” She swallowed hard, feeling Sage’s presence lingering just behind her. Catching his gaze briefly gave her strength, a reminder that she wasn’t alone. “Father, I need to speak with you about something important.” His brow furrowed, and his arms crossed tightly over his chest. “What is it? Is there trouble?” “Not exactly,” she replied, trying to keep her voice steady. “But I… I’m pregnant.” Her father’s expression twisted in disbelief, his jaw tightening. “Pregnant?” he echoed, as if trying to absorb the impact of her words. “And you expect me to believe that?” “I know this is unexpected,” she continued, forcing herself to meet his gaze. “But it’s true. The father is a merchant I met recently. He… he’s kind and has a good heart.” Eliott’s eyes narrowed, the frustration bubbling within him. “A merchant? Is that what you call the man who has gotten you with child? What is his name? I want to know who this man is, and how you could choose someone beneath our station.” “Father, please,” she pleaded, trying to find the right words. “His name… it’s not important. What matters is that I care for him. He’s not like the others; he’s different. He treats me with respect.” “Respect?” Eliott scoffed, disbelief creeping into his tone. “You expect me to believe a merchant can provide the stability and honor our family deserves? Jora, you must not be so naive.” “I’m not naive!” she shot back, the fire of her defense taking her by surprise. “You don’t understand what it’s like to find someone who cares for you, who sees you as more than just an asset to be bartered. I refuse to be controlled by your definitions of honor and class!” Eliott stepped closer, his voice dropping to a menacing whisper. “You think you can throw away your future on some romantic fantasy? You’re playing with fire, Jora. You have responsibilities. A child requires a stable home, not dreams.” “I know what I’m doing,” she replied, her voice firm despite the tremor of fear beneath it. “I will not marry someone simply for a title, nor will I cast aside my happiness for the sake of appearances. I love him, and I will raise this child, with or without your blessing.” For a fleeting moment, Eliott’s expression softened, revealing the vulnerability behind his captain's mask. Then the anger returned, like a tempest brewing on the horizon. “I will not have this scandal follow our name! You will marry a man of good standing, or you will face the consequences.” “Consequences?” Jora’s voice broke slightly, but she steadied herself. “You would rather see me miserable than accept my happiness? I refuse to let you dictate my life!” “Leave us,” Captain Eliott finally commanded Sage, his voice cold and resolute. “I need to speak to my daughter alone.”
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Sage listened to the conversation with a sinking heart, as it was clear her father didn't appreciate her answers. And it was clear the man could never know the truth. He'd hoped he would be understanding to Jora, if he truly loved his daughter he'd be happy for her. It did t seem like that was the case, however, since the man was only getting more and more agitated as the conversation went on. When the man snapped at him to leave, he heasitated for a moment, casting a quick glance at jora as if making sure it was alright with her, but also hopefully giving her a bit of reassurance. He moved to give the man a quiet nod then, stepping backwards out of the room respectfully and closing the door behind him. He let out a quiet sigh then, setting all the bags down and sliding down the wall to sit, since his legs were shaking slightly from the intense emotions in the room. He could still hear them of course....it was just a simple cabin, and he had good hearing. So he made sure no one else was around before flicking his ears back slightly, so he could hear it just a little bit better. His mind was running ...if the man started getting violent, what would he do? He didn't want to think he'd hurt Jora, but sometimes parents weren't good to their children, and they just had to face it. He could t just sit here and let him do that, but he couldn't blow their cover either. He let out a sort of groan, resting his head in his hands momentarily. This wasn't going very well so far, and they'd only just got there.
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Inside the room, Captain Elliot's agitation grew with each passing moment. He was furious, his words sharp and cutting as they tangled in the air between him and Jora. His eyes, usually so stern and calculating, now burned with an intensity that frightened his daughter. She stood there, trembling, her heart breaking with every harsh word her father threw at her. She’d always feared this moment would come, but nothing could have prepared her for how deeply it stung. Jora's eyes flicked nervously to the door as Sage left, the quiet moment of silence stretching painfully long. Her father’s gaze followed him, then snapped back to her, demanding answers she wasn’t sure she could provide. The weight of his disappointment crushed her chest. And then, unexpectedly, Captain Elliot's anger seemed to falter. The harshness of his words softened, and for a fleeting moment, the hardness of his demeanor seemed to crack. He took a step forward, his hands trembling slightly as they reached for her. His voice, thick with emotion, finally broke through the tension in the room. "Jora..." His voice was softer now, a quiet admission of vulnerability. "I... I don’t know how to understand this, but you’re still my daughter." Before she could react, he pulled her into a tight embrace, the strength of his grip not as an accusation, but as a raw expression of a love that was tangled in confusion, fear, and pain. His breath was shaky against her hair, as if he was fighting his own internal battle, trying to reconcile his protective instincts with the new reality she had revealed. "I don’t want to lose you," he murmured, the harshness fading from his voice. "But I... I need to understand. Please, Jora." For a moment, Jora stood frozen in his arms, her breath catching in her throat. She wanted to push him away, to escape the suffocating confusion and love he offered in equal measure. But she couldn’t. Not yet. Her heart ached too much to turn away, even if his acceptance was still so far out of reach. The embrace wasn’t a resolution, not yet. But it was a step forward.
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Sage could tell the man was upsetting Jora, and it hurt worse than anyone would know to just ...walk away. Close the door behind him and sit there waiting while he listened to the older man snap at her. The longer it went on the more agitated he got ..he knew how much this would hurt Jora. And, well, the man was really their only option. If this didn't work out ....he had no idea what to do. He got up and started pacing after a moment or so of sitting there, knawing at his lips ring. He felt the tension start to leave his body when the man's tone softened though, and hearing his confession of love for his daughter caused a soft breath of relief to come from his lips. He sagged against the wall, sliding down to sit next to their bags in relief. It nearly made him dizzy, knowing that the man would still do whatever he could to help his daughter. That was good....at the very least it meant they could stay here, and have a doctor that was actually good at his job. Good. He waited then, listening half way to their conversation, just peering around the ship and half turning to other conversations. Nothing was interesting or helpful ...the crew members were mostly just whispering about them. Him. The likes of that. So he turned back to Joras conversation with her father, mostly just listening enough sighed knowing when they came out, so he could be standing when the door opened. That was what was really acceptable for a servant. He probably shouldn't be sitting down right then, but he'd hear anyone coming and he was tired, so whatever.
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