Caden said " I am sorry Kennedy I really am I should have knew it would " as he looks down he should have done it then it wouldn't have end up like this yeah he wanted kids but not this way he wanted to make sure she was ready to have kids or when they get married but this was different and he was blaming himself for it

Kennedy looked at him and placed a hand on his arm near his own hand. "Caden it's okay... I was the one pushing you to take me and I don't regret a single moment of what just happened" She cooed to him softly, really telling the truth and wanting to make him feel better. "I shouldn't get pregnant and I'll start taking pills so that the next time we do it, we will know for sure I won't get pregnant" She talked softly before shifting closer to him and laying her head on his shoulder

Caden looks at her and said " you shouldn't have to take anything I don't even trust those pills anyhow " before he wraps his arms around her and lays his head on her before saying " but you do what you feel is best I really don't think you be pregnant cause it take a long time for me to get someone pregnant anyhow "

Kennedy leaned into him a bit more as he wrapped his arm around her. "I don't trust them either... I just figured maybe I'd take them if it'd help you feel better but if you feel the same then I'm not taking them... That's a good thing, I really didn't want to get pregnant until I was married, and even then I'm still scared because I don't think I'd make a good mother" She talked to him quietly

Caden looks at her shocked and said " you make a wonderful mother Maddie looks up to you as a mother I can tell " as he looks at her and kissed her forehead and said " I actually have a story of why i never trust it and why it hard for me to get someone pregnant "

Kennedy smiled hearing that from him, it meant the world to her that he said that. She looked up at him with a smile as he kissed her forehead which in return she kissed his cheek. "Really? Wanna tell it?" She asked softly

Caden smiles and said " sure I'll tell you about it " as he looks at her before said " so before I was born I remember this since mom told me my mother use to be on a birth control but my dad who I never knew some how got her pregnant and she had me Everyone knew what kind a pills those are and would mess up a baby but I was different I didn't get mess up" before he sighed and said " once I grew up and met Susan we got married and we try for Maddie but it wasn't easy Susan got pregnant once but lost the babu five days early so I decided to go to the doctor to see if it was me that cause it and it turns out it was since I had been born when my mom was on the control so the doctor give me something to take and we tried again but nothing came until five weeks and Maddie was finally made so that why I didn't want to trust the pills at all now since"

Kennedy listened to him as he spoke. She listened to him all the way through before letting out a sigh. Even if she hated Susan she still felt bad about her miscarrage and hearing that made her even more afraid of getting pregnant. "Thats just horrible..." She finally said before looking up at him "I'm glad I didn't start taking those pills sooner... and Im glad that you can't get me pregnant as easily.. at the same time though I will gladly keep trying until we get a baby together, no matter how many tried to takes. Thats of course after we get married" She said to him softly

Caden looks at her and said " thank you for understanding " before he looks around then at her and said " married with me do you know if I am the right man " as he looks shocked that she said married

Kennedy nodded her head "Of course" She said softly before bringing her gaze away from him as he had a shocked expression on his face. Her face blushed red slightly, embarrassed her mention at marrage. "Well.. I know that I feel wanted and safe around you... No one else has ever made me feel that way.. and your a great father, cop, and friend.. I mean I do think your the right man at the moment but I guess that could always change" She said with a shrug of her shoulders