Caden wondered. What was Rosa doing? Was she alright?

Rosa decided to take the dogs to vivist Caden. She rang the doorbell

Caden answered. "Hey,come in." His voice was raspy from singing but,he pushed through. "How've you been?" He asks.

Rosa hugs him. "I've missed you, missed you so much"

"I've missed you too." Caden's voice remained blank just as his thoughts and feelings.His mind remained a spiral,his horse hurt,his fathers experiance.Nothing made sense anymore.Yet,he sighed and ignored it,all of it.

Rosa sighs, "You haven't been eating have you?" she asks, seeing Caden's noticible paler and thinner figure.

"Im fine.But,no.I have'nt been eating." He says blankly. -My minds a spiral and I want to say something about it but I lost the key to the door that guards it.Im scared and depressed and flinchy and have panic attacks which I have'nt told anybody,why am I not dead? I should be dead.- Caden thought.He wanted to scream and punch something but,he gathered his calmness and stared out the window.

Rosa sighs again, "You need to eat" she says

"Im fine.I don't need anything." Caden could feel his wall surging and his mind begging him tell her.tell her everything.she deserves it. Caden saw Murphy coming up to him so he scratched him between the ears.

Rosa placed a box of food on the table. "This better be eaten, otherwise I'll tell Brock to force feed you" she taunts, half joking.