i get up and gets nahlas leash an my phone "okay"

"I'm sorry" I say getting another drink.

i leave

I calm down and watch some tv

i go to the park with nahla pissed off

I fix some food and think about what I almost did, befor your mom texted me and we talked for a while, she invited me over again to hang out.

i leave for a couple days, i dont go to school or anything.

I go and hang out with your mom and sit on the couch and ask, "wheres ashe, I haven't seen her in a bit"

she shrugs

"oh, well ok" I say sitting ba k and watching a movie with her.