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"Stop moving me around like I'm an object," she said sharply, now kind of pissed. She was human, just because she was a girl didn't mean that he could just move her around as he pleased.
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"If you won't talk to me, then don't." He snapped quietly, walking to his door and sitting in the seat. His door was open still, but he might as well have been in a box suffocating him. "I'm sorry" He muttered, head in his hands. "Let's go back to your place. It's getting late." He said simply, starting the car and waiting for her to get back into his car
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Lorelei paused, letting him go. Eventually, she got back in the car silently, staring down at her hands.
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Kai drove her silently back to her apartment, walking her in. He pecked her forehead gently and turned to walk out. He wanted to hug her, cuddle her, but that would likely make her more angry. He didn't turn around, just sped to his house and cried. He sat on the kitchen floor, crying, and mentally abusing himself. You need to listen to her. Idiot! She's a person, not your thing to hold and have. Listen to her! She doesn't want you anymore! Stupid fucker!
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Lorelei shut and locked her door behind him. She tried getting ready for bed and going to sleep, but she couldn't. She was still terrified from this afternoon, and she was still upset with Kai. Lorelei got up, going over to her kitchen sink and rolling up her sleeve, exposing the faint scars on the insides of her wrists. She took a kitchen knife, but hesitated. It had been a long time since she'd done this... but this felt like the only thing she could control. Slowly, Lorelei cut her inside of her wrist, not too deep, but deep enough to bleed. She let out a breath, dropping the knife in the sink. She savored the pain before rinsing the blood away and putting a bandaid on, crawling back into bed. ( No, I'm not like this, Lorelei has a lot of issues and needs help. Please, please, please do not do this!! )
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Kai hesitated but called Lorelei. "Baby? Can I please come over? I need to talk to you"
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"Yeah, okay," she sighed.
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Kai knocked on her door as soon as he got there, his sweatshirt hood pulled up onto his head and his hands in his pockets of his sweatpants. Once she answered the door, he sighed. "I'm sorry for treating you the way-" He said, stopping when he saw her wrists. "Lorelei...What are those?" He said, staring daggers at her wrists and the bandaid
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Lorelei answered the door, still a little upset. She just looked away, pulling her sleeves down. "Its nothing, I just burned myself boiling water," she lied.
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Kai sighed, seeing right through her. "Don't harm yourself, please." He said softly, not meeting her eyes as he looked down. "I'm sorry I treated you like an object and not the person I love. I don't like being out of cotrol and I felt like I needed to be and I respect that I shouldn't be in control of you, specifically. I'm so sorry. I love you." He said softly, not looking at her
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