I stop as she places her hand on my shoulder and tells me to take some deep breaths. I do. 1, 2, 1, 2. I breath out and look back at them. "You really thought I'd be happy for you? That's the most surprising thing I've ever heard other then when you left." I say, tiredly. I turn back around and bury my head in Ollie's neck. Tears starting to drip down my cheeks. "Go on. Get out..." I murmur, wrapping my arms around Ollie for a little more comfort and support. "Sorry for all the yelling..." I mutter, addressing my grandma, brother, and Oliver. Not really knowing if they were leaving.

I smile slightly feeling her breathing going into the steady rythm of 1,2. 1, 2. "Good..." I mumbled quietly as she turns and addresses her father once more. Hearing her tired voice sent a small sting of pain into my heart, I willingly let her bury he head into my neck. Wrapping my arms around her and pulling her close so she knew I was still there for her. Another sting of pain went through me feeling my neck get wet from the tears that started to form on her face. I pull her even closer as she wraps her arms around me. "Sorry for all the yelling..." She mutters quietly into my neck. I let out a soft sigh "No need to be sorry" I whisper to her quietly, running a hand through her hair as I watched her father and fiance get up and leave the house. "Keep taking deep breaths and don't cry anymore. Don't puff up those beautiful eyes of yours" I continue to whisper to her softly, hoping I could get her to calm down.

I give a soft smile as, she says that. I straighten up and wipe my eyes, "one sec." I tell Ollie. Before walking over to my grandma and brother and pulling them into a group hug. Grandma understands the pain. When I lost my mom, she lost a daughter. That's one of the reasons she took us in, we are all she had left of our mom and she loved us to pieces. I take a deep breath. Before pulling Ollie into a hug, "Thank you for being here to help me." I mutter tiredly. Eyes closing. I yawn and slump down a little. The fatigue catching up with me and the fight had made me tired. Not like I'll ever admit it...

I nod as she straightens up and moves over to her grandma and brother. I smiled at the sight of them hugging, it made me wish I had a nice supportive family like them but that was a dream. Mine was broken from the start and still is broken. My thoughts soon fade as Lili comes back over to me. I wrap my arms around her pulling her into a tight hug "Of course, I'll always be here for you" I told her softly, hearing the tiredness in her voice and feeling her slump down onto me slightly made me frown slightly. The fight took a lot out of her which was upsetting to see but it would be good for her to rest anyway "Come on let's get you to bed" I murmur to her softly, keeping a arm warpping around her waist as I lead her upstairs and to her bedroom

I let her lead me up to my room, she shuts the door behind us and flop onto my bed. I shimmy under the covers and curl up under the covers. "Ollie..." I murmur. Inviting her to join me. Wanting her warmth and her smell of cinnamon. A though comes to me. Being fatigued I accidentally say it aloud. "He's not ever going to leave us alone..." I murmur under my breath, eyes closed. I whine, waiting for Ollie to join me to cuddle.

As soon as we get to her room, I let her go watching as she goes over to the bed. I take my time shutting the door and kicking my shoes off. "Ollie..." I hear her murmur, the nickname sends a light blush to my face as I shift over to the bed. I settle under the covers with her, wrapping my arms around her waist and intertwining our legs. I take in her sweet strawberry scent before my cinnacom smell comes in. I shake my head slightly at her last murmur "He won't.. but you are strong and it'll be okay" I tell her softly.

I smile. And those are the last words I hear before falling asleep. (When are we skipping to?)

(Sry)

(We can skip to the morning)

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I didn't sleep much that night, just occassional on and off sleeping but nothing more. As soon as the sun peered up through the window, I carefully slid out of bed, making sure to not wake up Lili as I did. I made my way down the stairs quietly and to the backyard where a tree with a swing was there. I gently sit on the swing, enjoying the morning air as I pull out my phone, a bunch of drunken text from my mother and father. Starting off sober of where I was and when I was coming home then moved on to the druken rage of saying that I should just stay away and that they didn't need me anyway. I let out a deep sigh, putting my phone up and beginning to gently swing on the swing.

I didnt sleep well. To many nightmares. I woke up multiple times throughout the night, even Olivers next to me couldn't help a lot. But as soon as Ollie's warmth had left me I had woken up. Thrown on some sweatpants and a sport bra before yawning and peering out the window. I see Ollie sitting on the swing outside. I smile, then notice she's scowling at her phone. I frown, what could be wrong? Family problems? Tyler? Me...? I sigh walking downstairs and outside. I sit on the fluffy grass next to the swing. "Want to tell me whats wrong? I've told you a lot and I think you need to get something off your chest." I say, smiling, softly, at her as she looks at me. "You can tell me anything you know." I say, lying back and looking up at the sky.