08:43:22 Targaryen / Blue They don't have gold foal tack so I did yellow since it's almost the same. Now I just got to wait for more yellow tack to enter the stores |
08:41:56 (AC)Angel Cats I really have trouble with words, speech and sentences when I am sleepy |
08:40:31 (AC)Angel Cats Same here, Noki,. I have found that it's easier to type them or write them out, rather than saying them, especially if it a word that I struggle with saying |
08:40:29 -HEE Click- Why do you have to be the wonky frame :(( |
08:39:34 Aki <3 Should I begin an Apricot ratings project? I think I need something specific to focus on. |
08:39:06 Noki glacier - yep but for me it's always really simple words. long words are easy as but simple words i use regularly can be a struggle sometimes lol |
08:38:36 Targaryen / Blue Was going to go with orange but eh |
08:38:11 Targaryen / Blue I need help with picking tack color for this filly, any ideas? -HEE Click- |
08:37:19 (AC)Angel Cats I can't pronounce words like alumin foil |
08:36:17 Athena - AAs Eury Oh. Well I still don't have it but I might get some tomorrow. Thanks!
Glacier That was me with familiarity like 30 minutes ago lol |
08:36:00 (AC)Angel Cats Question, should my next purchase be a barn or a round pen for training bravery horses |
08:33:30 (AC)Angel Cats Ever want to write a word, but don't know how to pronounce or spell it correctly. That is me tonight |
08:25:39 Void Malign But the whole thing that causes it to work is the astringent because it's in alcohol |
08:25:11 Void Malign never used it as an essential oil. Wouldn't use essential oils on skin, anyway, without heavy diluting |
08:24:32 Targaryen / Blue You can get it as oil as well. My aunt has it |
08:21:09 Athena - AAs Damnit I don't have that. the only oils I have are tea tree which makes me sick and pepermint |
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Sage eventually relaxed a bit more as time went on, and he slipped into a deeper sleep, that initial exhaustion slowly wearing off. He'd be tired for a while, he was sure....but at least he wasn't shaking anymore. How long would it take to get him back to normal, though? Would he ever get back to normal? He wasn't sure. he didn't really want to think about it. He woke up a while later, focusing on Jora, who hadn't seemed to move and was still just perched on the edge of the bed, watching him. He gave her a small, tired grin when he noticed her there, though he couldn't pass up a golden opportunity to tease her like this. "You know, generally watching people while they sleep is considered creepy," he joked lightly, voice still heavy with sleep. She'd know he didn't really mind it all...but he didn't feel bad enough that he couldn't make a joke or two. He was still tired, but he didn't really want to sleep more....he sort of just moved to let his head rest against the side of her leg, closing his eyes and resting, just not quite asleep. He sort of just drifted in and out of that half asleep half awake phase for a while, just honestly glad to have her there with him. He wasn't sure he'd be able to trust anyone else while he was out cold or struggling to do something or...well, anything at all.
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Jora had been quiet for a while, just watching him. She didn’t mind. She knew the quiet moments were sometimes the most important, especially now. Watching Sage sleep was easier than she thought it would be. It wasn’t like he was vulnerable—he was still the same person, just... a little more worn out. It wasn’t like she didn’t see it; the exhaustion clinging to his every movement, the tension in his shoulders. He was usually so steady, so composed, but right now, there were cracks. When he finally stirred, her eyes softened, a little smile tugging at the corner of her lips. She didn’t mind the teasing, even if it came with that familiar tiredness in his voice. "Creepy, huh?" she said, her tone light. She could tell he wasn’t trying to start anything, but there was still a part of her that knew how badly he needed to lighten up. "Well, I’d be a bad companion if I didn’t check on you." The way he shifted, resting his head on her leg, felt both so natural and so... fragile. She didn’t know how to explain it, but she wanted to just be there, to make sure he had that sense of calm. A lot of people might not have understood, but for her, it wasn’t just about protecting him—Sage was a kind of balance for her too. Her fingers instinctively found the edge of his hair, gently running through it in the quiet. She didn't want to think too much about anything else, either.
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Sage sort of hummed lightly in response to her comment, not saying anything but just...relaxing with her. Despite everything that was happening, or not happening, it was just nice to lay around for a little while. In all honesty, he was just glad to not be cold. And with the water, his head didn't seem to hurt so much. It was a good sign that he hadn't thrown up any of it, and didn't really feel very nauseous. And that nothing had gone wrong inside of him, either, he supposed. That was good too. He felt his smile grow slightly when he felt her hand move to his hair, leaning into the touch slightly, letting his eyes drift shut again. He wasn't sleeping, but just relaxing there. Resting. It was nice. "Have you been there the whole time," he murmured after a moment or so, keeping his eyes closed, but genuinely curious as to what she'd been doing. He couldn't imagine just sitting there would have been very interesting. He didn't mind, of course, but still. He didn't see how she could be content to sit there for so long while he just...lay there asleep. He wasn't very interesting while that happened, he didn't think.
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Jora paused at his question, her fingers still lightly brushing through his hair, a smile tugging at her lips. She hadn't exactly been keeping track of time, but the feeling of his warm weight against the ground, the way he seemed to settle more comfortably with every passing moment—it had been… soothing. It felt like the kind of quiet they didn’t often get, between all the chaos that surrounded them. She leaned in just a little closer, her voice soft. “Pretty much," she said, her tone light but honest. "I don’t mind it. It’s not like you’re boring, Jora." She chuckled quietly, though her words carried a tenderness she didn’t always let on. She’d never been one for long, drawn-out conversations, not when she could be content with just being there. “You were out for a while,” she added, the hint of a smirk in her voice. “I figured you could use the rest. Me? I’ve just been… hanging around. Thinking, mostly.” She let the silence stretch for a moment, before her fingers moved to gently tug at a strand of his hair, a playful, teasing gesture. “Not that there’s a lot to *think* about, sitting here with you. But, yeah. I was here." She didn't mention how she’d been checking for signs that he was waking up or how every little shift of his body made her feel a bit lighter inside, like maybe everything wasn’t as uncertain as it seemed. Maybe, just maybe, they were starting to find something like peace in the quiet.
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Sage had let out a soft laugh in response to her comment, shaking his head slightly. It wasn't enough to shake her hand off though, as he quite liked the way her nails felt against his scalp and the soothing motion that came with it all. "Well I can't imagine sitting here watching me was very entertaining," he mused lightly. "Unless I was talking in my sleep. At that point it might have been," he added in a slightly amused tone, wrinkling his nose after a moment or so. He snorted softly when she spoke up again, though it was quiet so he didn't like...break himself or anything. It was an amusing thought, in a way....bleeding out because he pulled his stitches out from a snort. Well, dying because he said something sarcastic at the wrong time or to the wrong person had definitely been a possible way to go for a while now, so he supposed it was just rather funny by then. Even so, he didn't think he'd much like to die by something as stupid as a snort, so for now he'd keep the sarcastic noises to a minimum and just focus on saying the sarcastic things. Of course, he knew Jora would care for him no matter what he needed...and he did appreciate it. he wasn't used to asking for help, or trusting anyone, or even showing anyone he wan't all powerful. But he could with her. He could be himself. And he was just grateful for it. (If you want to skip ahead until he's healing/mostly healed and get soem more action in there i don't mind btw. Doesn't matter where we go plot-wise!) Edited at November 18, 2024 05:55 PM by NightClan
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A few weeks had passed since Sage’s stitches had come out, and now, as he shifted his weight onto his feet, he felt almost normal. Jora watched him from the kitchen, her gaze flicking over to where he stood by the counter, stretching the last of the tension out of his muscles. The change in him was noticeable, though subtle — the way he moved now, less stiff, more sure of himself. She could see the shift in the way he carried himself, even in how he no longer seemed so hesitant to let himself be... well, himself. She wasn't sure if it was the physical healing that made him feel stronger or if it was something else — something deeper — but whatever it was, it was a shift she could appreciate. She wasn’t sure what she had expected when Sage first came to her after his injury. Certainly not this. She’d offered her help, her care, sure, but the distance between them had always been... well, there. Even in the small, everyday things. Sage wasn’t someone who let others in easily, especially not someone like her, who didn’t quite fit the mold of the people he usually kept close. But as the days passed and his ribs had healed, so had the little barriers that kept him at arm’s length, and Jora found herself settling into a new rhythm with him. One where the quiet moments weren’t uncomfortable, where the teasing wasn’t just for show, and where being together didn’t always have to mean talking. She liked it. A lot more than she cared to admit. His voice broke through her thoughts, the dry edge of it pulling a small, genuine laugh from her lips. "Please," she said, grinning as she set the last of the dishes aside. She reached for the cupboard, pretending to rummage a little louder than necessary. "You think I’d waste precious time looking for snacks?" Her tone was light, but her eyes stayed on him, the warmth between them radiating even in the smallest of gestures. She pulled out a bag of chips, shaking it gently as if presenting it like a prize. "If you wanted snacks, you should’ve just asked. But I suppose I could forgive you, since you’re almost useful again." She slid the bag toward him, a playful glint in her eyes. It was small, but it was enough. And something about it — something about him, and the way they were moving through these days together — made her realize just how comfortable she’d gotten with the silence, with him. Jora leaned back against the counter, her arms folded loosely, her gaze not quite meeting his but lingering in his direction. Her voice softened, just a little. "You know," she began, as if testing the waters, "it’s good to see you standing. I wasn’t sure you were gonna make it through without throwing a fit about being stuck inside all day." She smiled faintly, the look in her eyes warmer than her words. "I’m glad you didn’t... though, you were a pretty miserable patient. Just sayin’." She hesitated for a moment, chewing on the inside of her cheek before she added, almost quietly, "Glad you’re in one piece, Sage. Really." It was a little more than she'd intended to say, but it was true. And sometimes, those words were harder to say than any joke or sarcastic comment.
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The next few weeks had honestly been a little bit of a blur for Sage. They were full of hard work, moving as best he could, and learning to accept help from Jora. Well, help that was more than sitching him up initially or wrapping bandages around him. Heck, once she'd helped him over to take a piss he figured she'd got caught up in the worst of it. The time he hadn't spent working to get better he was pretty much passed out in bed....it was hard work, getting his body back to a state where it could actually be useful. But he was getting there, and while he still felt weak from laying around for so long, he was nearly back to normal. He'd have another nasty scar of course, but that was the least of his concerns. Now, as he healed, he had to figure out what to do. In the weeks they'd been down here, no one had visited. No food or water had been brough...Jora had snuck in and taken thingsf rom the kitchen for them. He doubted he'd be welcomed back as Captain. But he didn't want to leave this boat. He had built relationships with all of his men. With his first mate. Apparently, they were all one-sided. But this boat was the only home he'd ever had. A large piece of him was entwined with it. But he couldn't stay. He wasn't going to force his hand on his men. So now he had to figure out where to go, what to do. But he still had a bit of time to figure that one out. "Well, maybe I wasn't hungry until now," he huffed in response to her comment, catching the bag as it slid his way down the counter. He opened it once he had it in hand, popping a chip into his mouth happily. It was good to be able to eat whatever he wanted again, he could admit that too. He propped his forearms on the countertop casually, leaning lightly on it as he ate. His gaze lingered on Jora though, and he chuckled softly in response to her comments. "Oh, I complained about being cooped up. Just not while you were listening," he noted lightly, sombering up when she did. "And I'm glad it was you who was here with me," he murmured. Their relationship had grown while they'd been down here...and while they had yet to do anything more than a kiss here or there, and sleeping in the one bed at night, it was nice. Wonderful. He no longer had any doubts about her. About them. That did make him think, though, about next steps. "We can't stay here forever though, Jora," he noted after a few moments of silence, gaze focusing on the bag he held. "I'll probably wind up at Tortuga for a while....least until I can find a crew. Maybe join on another vessel," he added with a small shake of his head. He wasn't sure though, and he let that out in his voice. But she had a family she hadn't seen in a long time. And he couldn't go with her, not to the mainland. He'd be strung up on a tree somewhere as soon as they could get their hands on him. He didn't want to separate....but he couldn't join the aspects of her life that included her family. Her friends. Her...well, her life, aside from the small part of it that had been caring for him. And it certainly wouldn't be fair to ask her to come with him. A few weeks, and she could claim she'd been a hostage. It would take a while to fight free. They'd believe that. If she chose to live with him she'd be labelled as a pirate. She could enver see any of that life again without paying the price. And...he'd rather never see her again knowing she was safe and happy than knowing he was the reason she was killed. Or even that she'd never see her parents again.
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Jora paused as he spoke, her hand resting on the edge of the counter, fingers curling slightly as if she was fighting the urge to reach out for him. She could hear the truth in his voice, even though he didn’t say everything outright. She could see the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw tightened when he spoke about leaving. He was already planning his exit—she could feel it, like a weight hanging between them. It wasn’t the first time he’d brought it up, but hearing him say it aloud now, in such a final way, made it feel real. She looked at him, at the way he picked at the chips like he wasn’t sure whether to keep eating or drop them entirely. He was trying to distract himself, to push the conversation down. But Jora couldn’t let him do that. Not this time. Her eyes softened, her lips parting briefly before she spoke, her voice quieter than usual. "I know you think you need to go. I know you think it's safer that way—for both of us." She paused, taking a step toward him. "But you’re wrong." She let the silence stretch between them, but it wasn’t uncomfortable—not for her anyway. He didn’t want her to be involved in his life as a pirate, in the danger and the violence that came with it. She could see that clearly. But what he didn’t see, what he wasn’t letting himself believe, was that she had *chosen* to be with him. From the moment she decided to stay, to help him heal, to sit beside him when he was at his worst, she had made her choice. "I’ve been without my family for a long time now," she said softly, a little more wistful this time, the hint of a sadness that had never quite left her. "And I’ll be without them for a long time more, if it means I get to stay with you." She let out a quiet breath. "I don’t want to leave you, Sage. Not now. Not when we’ve come this far." She stepped closer, her hand brushing against his, her thumb grazing over his knuckles in a slow, soothing motion. Her gaze met his, firm but gentle. "I’ve already made my decision, Sage. And you’re part of it. Whether it’s here, or somewhere else, wherever you go, I’m going with you." She didn’t need to say the rest. He knew her well enough by now to hear what wasn’t being said. She wasn’t going to ask him to change his mind, or to stop being who he was. But she was asking him, in the simplest way possible, to trust her. To trust that she could be a part of his life, no matter the risk. "We can figure out the rest when the time comes. But for now... let’s not think about leaving. Not yet." She smiled softly, a flicker of something lighter in her expression, before leaning forward to steal a chip from the bag in his hand. "Besides," she teased lightly, "I think you owe me a few more meals before you go off and ruin it all."
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Sage stayed quiet as she spoke, drawing his lower nip into his mouth, nibbling at the ring there as he normally did when he got nervous or upset or even was just thinking hard about something. He just didn't understand why she'd chosen him....he was still trying to understand what his won feelings meant. He loved her, he did, but it was still a little difficult to wrap his head around that someone would love him back, especially since his crew had apparently abbandoned him. When she ran her hand over his though, he stilled, setting the bag of chips on the counter as she drew his gaze to hers. He met her gaze almost heasitantly, though when she promised she'd stay with him, no matter where he went or what he did, he couldn't help but just...stare. He did his best to stop the wetness that pricked his eyes, but...he admittedly didn't do very well, and looked away after a moment, blinking rapidly in and effort to get rid of the tears. He was just..relieved. Glad. Hell, he was excited. But mostly, he was just so, so relieved she hadn't agreed she would leave him. Maybe it was selfish, but he wanted her there, with him. He let out a shaky chuckle when she stole the chip, a soft smile forming on his face as he shook his head. "I think I owe you a lot more than that," he noted quietly. It was true...he owed her a lot, though he wasn't sure how to repay her. The only option he could think of was what he'd done in the past, but he knew she'd thought he'd have gone mad if he told her letting her fuck him was how he said thanks. That wasn't the way their relationship was going to work, and they both knew it. He just wished he could figure out a different option. Becuase he did owe her a lot.
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Jora watched Sage's reaction with a mix of concern and affection. His nervous habit of nibbling on his lower lip ring was a telltale sign that he was struggling to process his emotions. She could sense the vulnerability in his eyes, the uncertainty that lingered despite her reassurances. As he met her gaze, she saw the faintest glimmer of tears, and her heart went out to him. She knew he was trying to hold it together, but the relief and gratitude were palpable. She smiled softly as he chuckled and shook his head, his eyes still shining with unshed tears. "You don't owe me anything, Sage," she said gently, her voice barely above a whisper. "You've given me so much already, just by being you. Your presence in my life, your love... it's more than I could have ever asked for." She took a step closer, her hand still resting on his arm. "We'll figure it out together, okay? We'll find ways to show our appreciation and love for each other that feel right for both of us. No expectations, no obligations. Just us, being us, and loving each other for who we are." She paused, studying his face, searching for any sign of understanding or acceptance. "You're not alone, Sage. You're not abandoned. You're loved, and you're worthy of love. I'm here for you, no matter what."
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