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God is Mighty Stable
09:03:40 Willow ~ KNN Breeder
Rain
Oh, no! That's sounds painful *hugs*
Rain Plains
09:01:46 Kelan/Rain
I could be better, but loving the weather. I just wish I want going through passing kidney stones so I could enjoy it more
God is Mighty Stable
08:59:04 Willow ~ KNN Breeder
Good morning people! How's it going?
Rain Plains
08:53:38 Kelan/Rain
Morning myth
MakeEm Fancy
08:53:28 Ally 💜
Okay thank you ^.^
Just Chaos
08:52:56 AL
Ally, yes to my knowledge it does
Just Chaos
08:52:05 AL
Was DT nice or mean?
MakeEm Fancy
08:51:50 Ally 💜
Forecast affects trail rides right?
Mythological
08:51:18 Crowley
Just dealt with DT lol
Gemstone Stable
08:49:56 Snow❆Gem
Being preyed upon sucks. They could come over when we are away for a few hours, or even at night if they didn't shine on our windows... O.o
Arctic Dusk
08:47:01 AL - Hateful RIDs
Hello Myth
Gemstone Stable
08:46:20 Snow❆Gem
@myth

Morning.

@AL

I'm thinking its the shady stuff. And dogs are to be tested before a break in. We have two outbuildings. Full of goodies and we probably would never know anyone is by them. A dog might hear and we could send a dog to those buildings really fast too. But of course, no dogs here.
Gemstone Stable
08:44:39 Snow❆Gem
@rain

i don't think so. #3 said she was lost. Yeah right. From the info she gave my mom, how could she be?

@AL

Only one game camera that can be stolen easily... >.>
Mythological
08:42:25 Crowley
Hello
Arctic Dusk
08:41:50 AL - Hateful RIDs
Are there any dogs missing locally? Either they look for a missing dog OR they look for a dog to steal OR they check houses to do shady stuff
Arctic Dusk
08:40:05 AL - Hateful RIDs
Huh. Hope you guys have a security system
Rain Plains
08:39:03 Kelan/Rain
I wonder if it was looking for a stray or if they were tree hunting?
Gemstone Stable
08:37:40 Snow❆Gem
*our driveway
Gemstone Stable
08:37:15 Snow❆Gem
@rain

We've lived here for like 4 year. No random folks came up. (We've had game camera up for several years and know how to read out driveway for tracks.) And the last month 3 people have come up here. #1 was on foot?!, #2 was up here 7:30am, and #3 was here at 3pm. Our driveway is like 500 feet long, why come all the way up?! Oh #2 had there window down a bit, like listening for a barking dog... #3 had small dog treats in her vehicle.

Also, we don't have a dog. ;P
Sunset River Arabian
08:36:34 Athena - AAs
I wake up and find 6 riders have retired. Of course my dumb ass forgot to check before paying everyone yestersay

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God is Mighty Stable
09:03:40 Willow ~ KNN Breeder
Rain
Oh, no! That's sounds painful *hugs*
Rain Plains
09:01:46 Kelan/Rain
I could be better, but loving the weather. I just wish I want going through passing kidney stones so I could enjoy it more
God is Mighty Stable
08:59:04 Willow ~ KNN Breeder
Good morning people! How's it going?
Rain Plains
08:53:38 Kelan/Rain
Morning myth
MakeEm Fancy
08:53:28 Ally 💜
Okay thank you ^.^
Just Chaos
08:52:56 AL
Ally, yes to my knowledge it does
Just Chaos
08:52:05 AL
Was DT nice or mean?
MakeEm Fancy
08:51:50 Ally 💜
Forecast affects trail rides right?
Mythological
08:51:18 Crowley
Just dealt with DT lol
Gemstone Stable
08:49:56 Snow❆Gem
Being preyed upon sucks. They could come over when we are away for a few hours, or even at night if they didn't shine on our windows... O.o
Arctic Dusk
08:47:01 AL - Hateful RIDs
Hello Myth
Gemstone Stable
08:46:20 Snow❆Gem
@myth

Morning.

@AL

I'm thinking its the shady stuff. And dogs are to be tested before a break in. We have two outbuildings. Full of goodies and we probably would never know anyone is by them. A dog might hear and we could send a dog to those buildings really fast too. But of course, no dogs here.
Gemstone Stable
08:44:39 Snow❆Gem
@rain

i don't think so. #3 said she was lost. Yeah right. From the info she gave my mom, how could she be?

@AL

Only one game camera that can be stolen easily... >.>
Mythological
08:42:25 Crowley
Hello
Arctic Dusk
08:41:50 AL - Hateful RIDs
Are there any dogs missing locally? Either they look for a missing dog OR they look for a dog to steal OR they check houses to do shady stuff
Arctic Dusk
08:40:05 AL - Hateful RIDs
Huh. Hope you guys have a security system
Rain Plains
08:39:03 Kelan/Rain
I wonder if it was looking for a stray or if they were tree hunting?
Gemstone Stable
08:37:40 Snow❆Gem
*our driveway
Gemstone Stable
08:37:15 Snow❆Gem
@rain

We've lived here for like 4 year. No random folks came up. (We've had game camera up for several years and know how to read out driveway for tracks.) And the last month 3 people have come up here. #1 was on foot?!, #2 was up here 7:30am, and #3 was here at 3pm. Our driveway is like 500 feet long, why come all the way up?! Oh #2 had there window down a bit, like listening for a barking dog... #3 had small dog treats in her vehicle.

Also, we don't have a dog. ;P
Sunset River Arabian
08:36:34 Athena - AAs
I wake up and find 6 riders have retired. Of course my dumb ass forgot to check before paying everyone yestersay

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Not feeling good enough.. October 30, 2019 10:28 AM


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I started to feel like I wasn't good enough for anything about a week ago and I was afraid to tell anyone. My depression slowly creeping back into my life...before you say anything, no I'm not looking for attention, no I don't want to speak to a therapist, and no I'm not faking about how I really feel deep down...

I've never saw myself opening up to people face to face but when I'm around an animal, I start to feel accepted for once. Yes I have a loving family and yes I know that they will love & accept me for who I am but...I'm still haunted by the past until my aunt got me to open up more to her. I've opened up to her about the pain, the bullying, the harassment, the hits that I would get for no reason from other people from high school, and the close calls of my stupid decisions of almost losing my virginity that could've gotten me pregnant at 16 or 18 years old...

I had to burn bridges of people that have hurt me and used me...but the painful memories still haunt me til this day and I can still feel it everytime I close my eyes to fall asleep, hearing the voices telling me that "Your worth nothing" "You'll never amount up to anything!" "You'll never be good enough" "No wonder your dad left you because your a mistake!" "No one would love you because of how ugly you are"

My aunt would notice that everytime I'm around an animal, my eyes would light up and it was like I was a completely different person even with my baby girl (she's a calico cat) she makes everything feel okay, she's basically a best friend that I have grown up with and I would do anything for her but the fear of losing her....would honestly break me, even if it means putting her down so she couldn't be in pain anymore and as much as I would love to get back into riding and having my own horses... I'm afraid of living through the pain again from the past..

Anyways, I've finally got what I wanted out of my chest for a long time...thank you for reading & understanding this..

Edited at March 29, 2022 08:46 AM by Aspen Fire ES
Not feeling good enough.. November 1, 2019 12:29 AM

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*hugs* Depression is no joke. And honestly, it's okay to not want to see/talk to a therapist. Therapy doesn't always help. (Speaking from experience there...) You do what helps you. If you ever need a listening ear, feel free to message me. :)

Edited at November 1, 2019 12:29 AM by WarriorMaiden

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