I have to:

- Match my horses

- Get a Chronimatic Fades straw (For a match in 125, he retires next this year so this is my only chance) DONE

- Get another 100 stall barn (I doubt this will happen)

- Track all my foals DONE

- AND contact the other players who I have made arrangements with

All before RO.

I have 70k, I need at LEAST 250k. :c

Scratch that, I have 50k. Oh well, time to show.

AT this point I may have to sell stock.

I bought the one straw I needed and got my one brood early in the year. That way my one big match is all ready, all before the 10th of August XD

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No, you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No, you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No, you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work, it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No, you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No, you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

All you know is all a lie,

All caught up in paradise,

Running away from everything real,

Everything that hurts to feel.

All you know is all that you've,

Put up to keep you from the truth,

A wall to keep out all the hurt,

Only to keep out all it's worth.

All along you thought that you,

Were better off if all you knew was gold.

All along you've been a fool,

And it's getting old.

All you do is all routine,

A careful schedule meant to clean,

Your heart of anything that might,

Disturb the peace and cause a fight.

All you do is bury your head,

You know, you might as well be dead,

But once you find the good you'll learn,

To take the bad when it's your turn.

All along you thought that you,

Were better off if all you knew was gold.

All along you've been a fool,

And it's getting old.

I have my own Sad Song playlist as well >:D

Well that's my emotional status right now.

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I hate it when I post something in chat and forget a detail. Then, of course, I post a second time with what I meant to say. I feel so stupid having multiple posts in a row :{