Honestly I just need to rant rn:
Work as been stressing me alot lately. I've been working at my job for 3 years now and ever since I've started one of the assistants has gone out of their way to target me and basically make my work life living hell. I'm friends with everybody else that I work with so I've been told multiple times by other employees that this person talks about me behind my back (not even just to other managers but any and everyone even clients!) and I have even walked in the middle of it a couple times. They will purposely try to antagonize me by screaming and accusing me of things I didn't do in front of my coworkers.
I'll be the first to admit sometimes I have bad days here and there where I'm not physically able to do as much as I'd like. I struggle with severe aniema, I am severely underweight (yes I've tried eating more to gain weight I just cant gain weight due to medical conditions) so my body is in a constant state of starvation. I also discovered this past year I have ADHD which is something I've been trying to learn to manage. With things getting more and more expensive I can't afford the medications I would need so there are some days I move slower or need to take breaks in order to keep working but I don't feel like I deserve to be treated that way especially as I work hard even taking on others jobs and I've always been kind and never caused a problem. I've tried reporting the issue multiple times but every time they only ridicule me and basically tell me because I'm in my 20's I should feel honored to work with someone older then myself so more then likely nothing will be done. It's gotten to the point where I feel a lot of anxiety when going into work. I would look for a new job but due to the medical issues I have I'm more limited on what I can do and I live in a rural area which makes job hunting lot harder. Until I can save enough money to move somewhere with more jobs options it looks I'll be stuck working where I'm at. I understand most companies just don't actually care about their workers that's just how it is, I'm just frustrated cause I'm tired of feeling like I'm going to be verablly attacked every time I go into work