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Vecchia Modo
02:05:05 Vecc - TBs
Our favs were Dobes and EBTs
Crestwood Eq.
02:04:33 Ivy / poison ivy
Ally

nevermind. lol. awwwwwwwwwww
Crestwood Eq.
02:04:23 Ivy / poison ivy
I must go now!


Ally

PM me your dog!
MakeEm Fancy
02:04:22 Ally 💜
@Ivy
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Crestwood Eq.
02:03:46 Ivy / poison ivy
Halla

they are so humanish....
The Roads End
02:03:07 Halla
I don't like doodles at all lol
Angels angels
02:02:45 [1k+ brindles] Angel
My beagle is a chocolate red tick lol but he doesn't act like a beagle. He is very lazy and quiet
Red Horizon Ranch
02:02:15 Red
So glad I went with vizslas though. They are my breed for sure
Crestwood Eq.
02:01:42 Ivy / poison ivy
Ally

I don't think so
Red Horizon Ranch
02:01:39 Red
Saluki are beautiful, I considered them!
Crestwood Eq.
02:01:32 Ivy / poison ivy
my mom is doodle obsessed
MakeEm Fancy
02:01:23 Ally 💜
Have you seen my shepherd mix? He is gorgeous @Ivy
Crestwood Eq.
02:01:05 Ivy / poison ivy
halla

??
Pinewood Equestrain
02:00:58 Pine(Also Sunset+Oak
I want one of them with a little bit more color. Just depends on their breeding though.
The Roads End
02:00:48 Halla
I wanna chime in on the dog talk, my fav breed is saluki!
Crestwood Eq.
02:00:26 Ivy / poison ivy
ally

😍
MakeEm Fancy
02:00:12 Ally 💜
I have a lab mix, a kelpie mix, a shepherd mix and a blue heeler mix
Crestwood Eq.
01:59:45 Ivy / poison ivy
pine

awwwwwwww
Crestwood Eq.
01:59:35 Ivy / poison ivy
Oh wait. i have a beagle as well! Beezy
Barbury Estates
01:59:09 Amelia
I have 2 australian shepherds they are adorable

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Vecchia Modo
02:05:05 Vecc - TBs
Our favs were Dobes and EBTs
Crestwood Eq.
02:04:33 Ivy / poison ivy
Ally

nevermind. lol. awwwwwwwwwww
Crestwood Eq.
02:04:23 Ivy / poison ivy
I must go now!


Ally

PM me your dog!
MakeEm Fancy
02:04:22 Ally 💜
@Ivy
-Click-
Crestwood Eq.
02:03:46 Ivy / poison ivy
Halla

they are so humanish....
The Roads End
02:03:07 Halla
I don't like doodles at all lol
Angels angels
02:02:45 [1k+ brindles] Angel
My beagle is a chocolate red tick lol but he doesn't act like a beagle. He is very lazy and quiet
Red Horizon Ranch
02:02:15 Red
So glad I went with vizslas though. They are my breed for sure
Crestwood Eq.
02:01:42 Ivy / poison ivy
Ally

I don't think so
Red Horizon Ranch
02:01:39 Red
Saluki are beautiful, I considered them!
Crestwood Eq.
02:01:32 Ivy / poison ivy
my mom is doodle obsessed
MakeEm Fancy
02:01:23 Ally 💜
Have you seen my shepherd mix? He is gorgeous @Ivy
Crestwood Eq.
02:01:05 Ivy / poison ivy
halla

??
Pinewood Equestrain
02:00:58 Pine(Also Sunset+Oak
I want one of them with a little bit more color. Just depends on their breeding though.
The Roads End
02:00:48 Halla
I wanna chime in on the dog talk, my fav breed is saluki!
Crestwood Eq.
02:00:26 Ivy / poison ivy
ally

😍
MakeEm Fancy
02:00:12 Ally 💜
I have a lab mix, a kelpie mix, a shepherd mix and a blue heeler mix
Crestwood Eq.
01:59:45 Ivy / poison ivy
pine

awwwwwwww
Crestwood Eq.
01:59:35 Ivy / poison ivy
Oh wait. i have a beagle as well! Beezy
Barbury Estates
01:59:09 Amelia
I have 2 australian shepherds they are adorable

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I Think I Have Anxiety September 12, 2022 11:05 PM


The Mystic One
 
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So, for context, I spent roughly 10 years living in an abusive household with my dad. He was mentally and verbally abusive
I am glad to say I have been away from him for almost 4 years now with zero contact, but I think I'm still dealing with the after effects.
When we moved, I think my Mom kind of wanted to just leave everything that happened in my home state, in my home state.
For a while this was fine, I made new friends, played new sports, etc. But I never really dealt with that trauma, I just kind of buried it.
One thing has remained the same though, I am incredibly paranoid about my close relationships.
I am constantly scared that my friends secretly hate me, when they have done nothing to solicit this thought process. I am scared my mom doesn't think I'm doing good enough, even when she has been my biggest supporter. I'm scared of a lot of things, I overthink every interaction I have. Every year during sports I manage to convince myself my teammates hate. It's exhausting. It really effects my self esteem and eventually I just turn it all onto myself.
Sometimes I get super motivated, I plan out how I want to make lifestyle changes that will benefit me.
I'll stick to it for a few days before I forget the routine, or go off on a tangent doing something else. It's been effecting my focus for a while now, I have so many freaking thoughts inside my head.
I just want silence for a while.
Coincidentally, I'm afraid of asking to have a Psych eval or speak to a Psychologist because I'm afraid of how it would look when I apply to Med School.
I'm also afraid I'm just self diagnosing, as I'm definetly no doctor.
I just don't really know which direction to turn, writing it out just gives me a moment of peace to reflect on how I'm feeling.
I Think I Have Anxiety September 14, 2022 01:20 PM


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I am sorry you are going through this. Despite your concerns, I would recommend getting a professional diagnosis and possibly doing some therapy.

I have anxiety, depression, mild ADHD, and high functioning autism (previously known as Asperger's). I have done therapy and it has helped immensely. I am also on anxiety medication, but that is something you have to talk about with a doctor. Despite all these diagnoses I have never disclosed them to my employer or teachers. It is none of their business and they don't need to know nor do they have the right to know. I don't see why having a diagnosis will prevent you from getting into medical school. If anything, it will give you empathy for your patients.

I personally decided to get testing accommodations (extra time on tests and a quiet place to take the test) at my college which required me to give a record of my diagnosis to their Accomdations and Accessibility office. My professors get a letter from this office stating my accommodations, but never listing my diagnosis. The professors have to comply with the accommodations and it has helped me do a lot better in school. I wouldn't be able to have those accommodations though without a professional diagnosis.

I find myself relating a lot to your situation so if you ever need to talk or need some tips on how to handle anxiety please PM me.

Edited at September 14, 2022 01:35 PM by Silver Isle Eventing
I Think I Have Anxiety September 14, 2022 02:28 PM


Brookfield Stables
 
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I'm so sorry you are going through this. This has happened to me many times. I don't really have anxiety, but I always have bad thoughts running through my head.
Just 3 days ago, me and my boyfriend had a heartbreaking break-up, and it effected me more than anything ever has. He cheated on me, and told me 2 days later. I'm still having a very hard time with this and am praying I find someone new, that will treat me better than he did.
I know how it goes, when you think your friends are talking bad about you. Drama happens everyday, and it happened to me as well. When I was younger, I got picked on and mde fun of for playing football with the boys at recess. Many people tried to avoid me, and I thought I would never have any friends. But then I met a girl named Courtney. She helped me get through that stage of life. If I can get through hard things, so can you. I know it's very challenging sometimes, but just belive in yourself and someday you'll find a reliable, trusworthy friend that will always be there for you.
I am always thinking about bad things, but I end up getting through them. If you ever need a friend to talk to, I am always up to chat! I hope this helps you!
-Brook <3

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