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Lynx Glory
09:01:42 ⛈ whisper/lynx
finally you figured out the friends invite thing bahahaha
Lynx Glory
09:01:33 ⛈ whisper/lynx
river :D
Gilded Roses
08:57:19 River / Brody
Lynxx
Golden Crest
08:46:48 | Eve
I am currently using my old laptop and it has art saved on it <3333
Haloed Legends
08:28:11 AW | Incognito
I'm going to hold out on capturing till January or maybe April. Than I can send him right back to the hospital lol
ZequineZ
08:26:58 ZEZ - ZZ
Mine straight up died on capture day πŸ˜‚
Haloed Legends
08:15:45 AW | Incognito
3 100 stall barns and 300 show horses later and my accountant is beinf rushed to the hospital lol
Glacier Bay Cove
08:06:29 Arctic Katz
In the rumble
Glacier Bay Cove
08:06:10 Arctic Katz
Really can't wait to see what they produce for this round of art projects
SCF Sporting Chance
08:04:26 SCF/Gibbs
heh, heh, heh... (evil laugh)... bring it on artists!!
Pegasus Lane
07:57:45 Peggy (or) Peg
Oh man. The stock is ROUGH this round. Good luck artists πŸ˜…
KPH Equestrian
07:53:59 Rapcoon | Jester
omggg I LOVE this round's theme😍
SCF Sporting Chance
07:46:00 SCF/Gibbs
If anyone is interested in seeing the stock and challenge the Round 3 Semi Finalists for the Artist's Rumble they are up (this is the stock for them). -HEE Click-
Haloed Legends
07:43:44 AW | Incognito
Eury
I didnt think so. I guess i was just curious if having a variety or sticking to just one was better
The Old Gods
07:33:09 Void Malign
Doesn't really matter. It's up to you on how many disciplines you want to do
Fantasy Horses
07:33:03 Fantasy
Okay guys, gotta run. Bye!
SandWitch Arabians
07:32:13 Witchypoo
I see a few with an E in xcountry and E in Jumping. You might switch those over
Haloed Legends
07:30:38 AW | Incognito
they'll be E in whatever discipline I choose. I don't think you understand my questiion thought. I guess I worded it weird
SandWitch Arabians
07:29:28 Witchypoo
AW - that would depend on their highest rating.
Haloed Legends
07:28:34 AW | Incognito
Should I stick to showing 1 discipline or 2 or all 3? I'm only doing SD but like should I have 400 Dressage horses or many 200 D and 200 J? Or should i divide it pretty even?

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Lynx Glory
09:01:42 ⛈ whisper/lynx
finally you figured out the friends invite thing bahahaha
Lynx Glory
09:01:33 ⛈ whisper/lynx
river :D
Gilded Roses
08:57:19 River / Brody
Lynxx
Golden Crest
08:46:48 | Eve
I am currently using my old laptop and it has art saved on it <3333
Haloed Legends
08:28:11 AW | Incognito
I'm going to hold out on capturing till January or maybe April. Than I can send him right back to the hospital lol
ZequineZ
08:26:58 ZEZ - ZZ
Mine straight up died on capture day πŸ˜‚
Haloed Legends
08:15:45 AW | Incognito
3 100 stall barns and 300 show horses later and my accountant is beinf rushed to the hospital lol
Glacier Bay Cove
08:06:29 Arctic Katz
In the rumble
Glacier Bay Cove
08:06:10 Arctic Katz
Really can't wait to see what they produce for this round of art projects
SCF Sporting Chance
08:04:26 SCF/Gibbs
heh, heh, heh... (evil laugh)... bring it on artists!!
Pegasus Lane
07:57:45 Peggy (or) Peg
Oh man. The stock is ROUGH this round. Good luck artists πŸ˜…
KPH Equestrian
07:53:59 Rapcoon | Jester
omggg I LOVE this round's theme😍
SCF Sporting Chance
07:46:00 SCF/Gibbs
If anyone is interested in seeing the stock and challenge the Round 3 Semi Finalists for the Artist's Rumble they are up (this is the stock for them). -HEE Click-
Haloed Legends
07:43:44 AW | Incognito
Eury
I didnt think so. I guess i was just curious if having a variety or sticking to just one was better
The Old Gods
07:33:09 Void Malign
Doesn't really matter. It's up to you on how many disciplines you want to do
Fantasy Horses
07:33:03 Fantasy
Okay guys, gotta run. Bye!
SandWitch Arabians
07:32:13 Witchypoo
I see a few with an E in xcountry and E in Jumping. You might switch those over
Haloed Legends
07:30:38 AW | Incognito
they'll be E in whatever discipline I choose. I don't think you understand my questiion thought. I guess I worded it weird
SandWitch Arabians
07:29:28 Witchypoo
AW - that would depend on their highest rating.
Haloed Legends
07:28:34 AW | Incognito
Should I stick to showing 1 discipline or 2 or all 3? I'm only doing SD but like should I have 400 Dressage horses or many 200 D and 200 J? Or should i divide it pretty even?

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I Think I Have Anxiety September 12, 2022 11:05 PM


The Mystic One
 
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So, for context, I spent roughly 10 years living in an abusive household with my dad. He was mentally and verbally abusive
I am glad to say I have been away from him for almost 4 years now with zero contact, but I think I'm still dealing with the after effects.
When we moved, I think my Mom kind of wanted to just leave everything that happened in my home state, in my home state.
For a while this was fine, I made new friends, played new sports, etc. But I never really dealt with that trauma, I just kind of buried it.
One thing has remained the same though, I am incredibly paranoid about my close relationships.
I am constantly scared that my friends secretly hate me, when they have done nothing to solicit this thought process. I am scared my mom doesn't think I'm doing good enough, even when she has been my biggest supporter. I'm scared of a lot of things, I overthink every interaction I have. Every year during sports I manage to convince myself my teammates hate. It's exhausting. It really effects my self esteem and eventually I just turn it all onto myself.
Sometimes I get super motivated, I plan out how I want to make lifestyle changes that will benefit me.
I'll stick to it for a few days before I forget the routine, or go off on a tangent doing something else. It's been effecting my focus for a while now, I have so many freaking thoughts inside my head.
I just want silence for a while.
Coincidentally, I'm afraid of asking to have a Psych eval or speak to a Psychologist because I'm afraid of how it would look when I apply to Med School.
I'm also afraid I'm just self diagnosing, as I'm definetly no doctor.
I just don't really know which direction to turn, writing it out just gives me a moment of peace to reflect on how I'm feeling.
I Think I Have Anxiety September 14, 2022 01:20 PM


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I am sorry you are going through this. Despite your concerns, I would recommend getting a professional diagnosis and possibly doing some therapy.

I have anxiety, depression, mild ADHD, and high functioning autism (previously known as Asperger's). I have done therapy and it has helped immensely. I am also on anxiety medication, but that is something you have to talk about with a doctor. Despite all these diagnoses I have never disclosed them to my employer or teachers. It is none of their business and they don't need to know nor do they have the right to know. I don't see why having a diagnosis will prevent you from getting into medical school. If anything, it will give you empathy for your patients.

I personally decided to get testing accommodations (extra time on tests and a quiet place to take the test) at my college which required me to give a record of my diagnosis to their Accomdations and Accessibility office. My professors get a letter from this office stating my accommodations, but never listing my diagnosis. The professors have to comply with the accommodations and it has helped me do a lot better in school. I wouldn't be able to have those accommodations though without a professional diagnosis.

I find myself relating a lot to your situation so if you ever need to talk or need some tips on how to handle anxiety please PM me.

Edited at September 14, 2022 01:35 PM by Silver Isle Eventing
I Think I Have Anxiety September 14, 2022 02:28 PM


Brookfield Stables
 
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I'm so sorry you are going through this. This has happened to me many times. I don't really have anxiety, but I always have bad thoughts running through my head.
Just 3 days ago, me and my boyfriend had a heartbreaking break-up, and it effected me more than anything ever has. He cheated on me, and told me 2 days later. I'm still having a very hard time with this and am praying I find someone new, that will treat me better than he did.
I know how it goes, when you think your friends are talking bad about you. Drama happens everyday, and it happened to me as well. When I was younger, I got picked on and mde fun of for playing football with the boys at recess. Many people tried to avoid me, and I thought I would never have any friends. But then I met a girl named Courtney. She helped me get through that stage of life. If I can get through hard things, so can you. I know it's very challenging sometimes, but just belive in yourself and someday you'll find a reliable, trusworthy friend that will always be there for you.
I am always thinking about bad things, but I end up getting through them. If you ever need a friend to talk to, I am always up to chat! I hope this helps you!
-Brook <3

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