I've not been on HEE in over a year and there's way too many reasons for that but just I've been struggling mentally for years now, just so much, I lost all motivation to do my art I was going up and down mentally, so much happened and fhe one person who was my rock has betrayed me and completely broke me more then I could ever have imagined, I don't even know how to describe the pain I am feeling right now but I guess I either just meed to rant but I'm also looking for soke advice on how to get back into art ? Hoe to get back into a routine hoe to enjoy It and other things again

I do appreciate this post is vague I guess I didn't want to just launch everything that has happened in to one post

I don't really have anyone to talk to just I was doing so well with not crying since Saturday after alot had happened, and it's nearly 3am and I wanted to scroll on Instagram to distract myself but every reel Is exactly how I'm feeling and honestly it's just eating me up inside

You're welcome to PM me if you need someone to talk to, love. Sometimes that's all people really need. Between health problems and a bad breakup, I've been finding that it's helped to speak to people, even if they don't have much to offer in terms of advice.

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As far as art, what I'm going to suggest is to do what you love best. I made this mistake literally just recently and JUST made a thread on it, lol. If you don't like doing customs, keep away. If you want customs, it's okay to pick through topics until one sparks joy. You can create a thread asking for suggestions and then auction those off, since they weren't for anybody in particular <3