first of all, i'd liek to apologise to everyone i would regularly speak to on here and also an even bigger apology to those expecting art from me. i doubt those orders will be completed... well ever.

so many of you might be wondering why i seemingly dropped off the face of the earth. i belive i was last active in .... february???( edit: it was april, mew has memory loss apparently)maybe i cant remember , it's been a while . My mental health was already a wreck , i proabbly should've been admitted to a psychiatric hospital then but i refused to talk to anybody about what i was going through or even admit to myself that i was as bad as i was. it wasn't a pretty sight. i tried to recover on my own but it only resulted in me getting even worse. At which point i isolated myslef from everything and everyone, it took me up until last month to start even going out again let alone continue online friendships etc.

Let me make it abundantly clear that i have not recovered, in fact i'm worse than i started off l. i have learnt many worrying things about myslef in these past 6 months and as i don't see myself getting better any time soon so i'm sorry if i disappear again, but i'll try to show myself on here a bit more often.

i'm happy to give further explanation if any body wants, but i thought i'd leav it at that for now

Lots of love, Mew <3

Hugs ♡ do what's best for you, and don't be afraid to reach out for help.

Thankyou FLF , i'll try xx

We love and support you! Don't give up love <3 If you ever, and I mean ever need to talk my mailbox is ALWAYS open, I'm more than happy to listen.

So sorry to hear that you are going through this.

I have struggled with mental health issues as well and I have also isolated myself from the world in the past.

My mailbox is also open if you ever need someone to talk to <3

i hope your ok <3

my PM is always open if you need to rant or anything.